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Versailles

Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
1,647
It is rare that a person turns to CTB because he feels that he has already fulfilled his objectives in this world, I suppose this is the case of famous people, I am curious to know if someone here thinks the same
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
690
Well, one important reason I have not ctb is that I have not yet completed and successfully published my novel. Once I do so, I think I would feel much more apt to ctb — if my mother has died in the meantime, that is. (I do not want to devastate her by my ctb before she dies.) It would be nice to write and publish more novels, but as long as the first one is out in the world, I think I can rest easy.
 
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Bruces

Specialist
May 11, 2020
389
I've never achieved any goals and never will hence my need to ctb
 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

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Jul 4, 2021
483
I haven't had too many achievements I'm all too proud of, probably more the opposite.

I do still have this nagging feeling that I've completed an exam of life or something and it's time to CTB.
 
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Verodv

Verodv

Fight or flight
Aug 15, 2021
44
Yes I feel like that. I feel i reached what I want in my life. Besides, I truly belive I can also change anything if I work on it (not in a snap, of course, but I don't feel limited).
I feel lucky, I try to volounteer and charity and mentoring young people. Try to give back.

Despite this I live in deep pain every day, asking myself "If I can't enjoy this, what's the point?" Or "If I can change everything but myself, where should I go to stop this?"
 
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hʚll

hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
i dont remember having had any goal in life but that to die as soon as possible
 
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suisuiforum

Experienced
Jul 4, 2021
239
I don't care if I achieve my goals before I CTB or not. It'll all be meaningless when I die anyway.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,571
I do not have any real goals. I haven't achieved or accomplished much in this life really. My existence has been pretty much pointless. I only want to not exist. I do feel like this life holds nothing more for me and I dread the future. If a goal of life is to suffer, then I have achieved that and I want to leave to stop a future full of more suffering.
 
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meetapple

Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
I am 49 and I feel like I have a good idea of what life is about. I haven't achieved any goals because I never really set them for myself.
 

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