Discussion ¿CTB while you´re in quarantine with your family?

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What do you think about CTB'ing while you´re trapped with your family during this fuckedup quarantine?
¿Someone can tell me, how much damage can make a suicide, when it happens directly at home?

- Maybe someone who has experience of a friend who made it?

I can only think that I´m a stupid for not having done it before...

The advantage is, the number of cases still is small (just 289); so there´s still an oportunity for them to bury me well done.


Actually I´m planning to use an arduino and a relay (automatic electric interruptor) to make a direct discharge (100vAC) to my heart for a few seconds while I´m sleeping, using just clonazepam to get as much uncouncious as the medication can make it...

 

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I would personally not do something like this if I can help it. Discovering a dead body when you did not expect it is very traumatising -- especially the dead body of a loved one.

I was once listening to a woman recount discovering her husband's body (he hung himself in the garage) and the pure horror she went through as she tried to get him down. It happened decades ago but her cries, pain and trauma still sounded fresh. I have kept this in mind for my own plans and will try to ensure nobody except first responders find my actual body. Of course, nothing is guaranteed, especially since I am prone to impulsivity.

But ultimately you know your situation best and it is your decision.