Ctb tonight

[healthrecovery]

Hey

I'm going to CTb tonight.... i'm goinh find a beautiful place in the forest and drink my N...maybe i do it next to the field of horses

Thanks for all the support

Unfortunately my life got destroyed by some poor choices i made

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. Living is very painful as we cannot go back in time and change our actions. Whatever happens, I wish you the best. For me personally a forest is my ideal spot for ctb, I like the sound of leaving this world in a nature location.

 

[Death is beautiful]

May you find peace

 

[Muse]

I hope you'll be peaceful, ctb or not.

 

[Crazy4u]

I'm sorry it has come to this. I hope you find relief from your suffering.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

So long friend

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I hope you found the peace desired

 

[Depressed Cat]

I'm sorry that you feel there's no hope left at all. Whatever happens, I wish you the best. I hope you find peace.

 

[healthrecovery]

Thanks for all the replies

At first it seems good I went to the location but when traveling the weather turned and it was very stormy ...i did not feel any fear of SI at all which was new to me. i think i go tomorrow few hours earlier during sunset and bring a plastic bag because the ground was very wet. I would like to watch the sunset and listen to birds (which weren't there because of the storm )before CTB

It really struck me that i had no SI whatsover...literally zero... before i would have had crazy SI

I wish to go like this..in grass under trees

 

[lonleycrowdedwest]

Hey

I'm going to CTb tonight.... i'm goinh find a beautiful place in the forest and drink my N...maybe i do it next to the field of horses

Thanks for all the support

Unfortunately my life got destroyed by some poor choices i made

me too. I wish it were different but its just not. I'm sorry for what youre going through. As funny as it is, I would regret not asking you to reconsider and at least wait a few more days.

 

[Nanako]

That sounds like a beautiful way to go friend. If this is what you truly want, then good luck.

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

I am sorry things have come to this. But whatever happens I hope you find peace that you desire. Btw it seems like a beautiful way to go. In an ideal reality, I would have done the same way.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

 

[xLosthopex]

Thanks for all the replies

At first it seems good I went to the location but when traveling the weather turned and it was very stormy ...i did not feel any fear of SI at all which was new to me. i think i go tomorrow few hours earlier during sunset and bring a plastic bag because the ground was very wet. I would like to watch the sunset and listen to birds (which weren't there because of the storm )before CTB

It really struck me that i had no SI whatsover...literally zero... before i would have had crazy SI

I wish to go like this..in grass under trees

Thanks for sharing, that looks exactly how I want to go(if I lived in a warmer country)
I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I can feel my time approaching soon too, maybe I'll see you on the other side

 

[fatefulstillness]

I'm so sorry you're hurting. I wish you peace no matter what happens.

 

[Sunset Limited]

I hope you find the peace.

 

[Dead Meat]

I wish you never ending peace and tranquility, Lot's of Love and Blessings to you.

 

[O_oreo.]

Hey

I'm going to CTb tonight.... i'm goinh find a beautiful place in the forest and drink my N...maybe i do it next to the field of horses

Thanks for all the support

Unfortunately my life got destroyed by some poor choices i made

I wish you much peace, I may tell you to reconsider, but I honestly know how you feel, and I hope you find the way out that will give you peace of mind and comfort.

Many hugs!

 

[someonelse]

I'm so sorry you're in pain. I hope you and me and everyone else here finds peace in some way or another.