Ctb tonight hopefully

[budbud29]

So tonight I took 300 mg of Benadryl and about 4 mg of Klonopin. I know these things won't kill me, but I'm hoping it spaces me out enough to work up the courage of hanging myself and hopefully take the pain away from the hanging itself. I just wanna CTB so bad. I already have everything set up in my garage. I made a noose using an extension cord that's tied to a pipe in my garage. I can't take life anymore. This past year really beat me down. I really hope that I can go through with this tonight.

 

[meowalyst]

how are you doing?

 

[fadedghost]

So tonight I took 300 mg of Benadryl and about 4 mg of Klonopin. I know these things won't kill me, but I'm hoping it spaces me out enough to work up the courage of hanging myself and hopefully take the pain away from the hanging itself. I just wanna CTB so bad. I already have everything set up in my garage. I made a noose using an extension cord that's tied to a pipe in my garage. I can't take life anymore. This past year really beat me down. I really hope that I can go through with this tonight.

sorry things are so awful. did you try anything to get better? i'm sorry for asking that...maybe you'll just fall asleep? sorry things are so bad right now.

 

[yui.]

Hello, sorry if this reply comes off as insensitive. I wanted to ask if taking that amount of Benadryl made you weak and sleepy at all. I actually have a similar plan of using Benadryl to try and fight SI. How are you feeling?

 

[budbud29]

Hello, sorry if this reply comes off as insensitive. I wanted to ask if taking that amount of Benadryl made you weak and sleepy at all. I actually have a similar plan of using Benadryl to try and fight SI. How are you feeling?

Basically, I mix my Klonopin and Benadryl together and for me it makes me high and it helps me not to think about things. I wouldn't recommend trying to OD on Benadryl. I heard it has a very low success rate. I only took so much so that I could work up the courage to CTB. Basically mixing my meds and taking Benadryl just makes me feel loopy

how are you doing?

Not really that great

Hello, sorry if this reply comes off as insensitive. I wanted to ask if taking that amount of Benadryl made you weak and sleepy at all. I actually have a similar plan of using Benadryl to try and fight SI. How are you feeling?

If you need to talk or wanna know anything, feel free to message me

 

[yui.]

Basically, I mix my Klonopin and Benadryl together and for me it makes me high and it helps me not to think about things. I wouldn't recommend trying to OD on Benadryl.

Thank you for sharing. I don't usually take medication so that was very helpful. I appreciate the information, and I will take that into account. I wanted to be sure that I'll have the strength to ctb after an OD.

Not really that great

I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you find peace soon, and I wish you the best. Sending lots of love.

 

[darksouls]

peace and love to you, my friend

 

[suicidebysourdough]

Wishing you peace love