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PoorFarmer

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Apr 25, 2022
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Have everything to go by SN. I will not be taking meto as I take quetiapine. Will have first glass ready with 20g SN & 40g of water then the second glass will have 15g sn & 30g water. I will be taking lunesta as a sedative to help relax myself.
 
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Lost Magic

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I wish you god speed on your journey.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

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I wish you the best PoorFarmer may you have a very comfortable and pleasant journey and everlasting peace and tranquility :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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PoorFarmer

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I wish you the best PoorFarmer may you have a very comfortable and pleasant journey and everlasting peace and tranquility :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
Thanks for the kind words. It's just been an emotional roller coaster lately, & ik ready to find peace.
 
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MsMaudlin

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This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
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I wish you the best of luck @PoorFarmer
I hope your journey is as peaceful as possible.

 
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Flying Away

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Nov 20, 2021
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Peace be the journey
 
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Apr 17, 2021
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I hope you find the peace and quiet you are searching for! I'm sorry for whatever circumstances brought you to this decision. If and when the time comes and you are not feeling up to it, it's okay! Remember, only you can make this choice<3
 
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I hope you find a lot of peace and that everything goes as you wish ♡
 
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I hope you find the peace and quiet you are searching for! I'm sorry for whatever circumstances brought you to this decision. If and when the time comes and you are not feeling up to it, it's okay! Remember, only you can make this choice<3

I hope you find the peace and quiet you are searching for! I'm sorry for whatever circumstances brought you to this decision. If and when the time comes and you are not feeling up to it, it's okay! Remember, only you can make this choice<3
I find it difficult to choose the right words to use in this situation, then I came across your message and i think it says it very well.
No one will judge you if the time is right just now, but wishing the best whichever your choice.
 
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dredd1981

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All these moments will be lost in time
May 1, 2022
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Have everything to go by SN. I will not be taking meto as I take quetiapine. Will have first glass ready with 20g SN & 40g of water then the second glass will have 15g sn & 30g water. I will be taking lunesta as a sedative to help relax myself.
Good journey ❤️
 
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Jan 31, 2021
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I'm sorry to hear that life's brought you to this point. Still, I admire your bravery to face the unknown :heart:.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find what you are looking for. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point, this life is just so cruel and unfair.
 
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sophie22German

Sabrina - Love of my life. We'll meet again
Jun 18, 2022
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Have a good journey. I hope everything works well for you♥️
 
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May 5, 2022
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Have everything to go by SN. I will not be taking meto as I take quetiapine. Will have first glass ready with 20g SN & 40g of water then the second glass will have 15g sn & 30g water. I will be taking lunesta as a sedative to help relax myself.

I hope you success and peace at last
 
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PoorFarmer

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Apr 25, 2022
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So unfortunately change of plans. I have a cousin that showed up today and is spending thr night so I will have to wait until tomorrow night. Does anyone know how loud it would be? The vomiting wouldn't be a red flag to my cousin as mu family knows I have been dealing with alot of GI issues over thr last year or so. I'm just curious as too how loud I could possibly be while the SN is doing its thing.
 
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nightnightnitrite

nightnightnitrite

baby blues
Apr 17, 2021
483
That's okay! It's nice to still have you here no matter how short or long we do. As to your question, I'm honestly not sure at the noise level. I hope you found some answers and had a good night with your cousin!
 
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AllByMyself

AllByMyself

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Jun 16, 2022
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Well?
 
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veryhappyhuman

veryhappyhuman

Specialist
Aug 25, 2021
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What's with the disrespectful "well" ?! This isn't a Netflix series for you to be expectant about what's coming next. Nobody owes you any info. Jeez dude.
So unfortunately change of plans. I have a cousin that showed up today and is spending thr night so I will have to wait until tomorrow night. Does anyone know how loud it would be? The vomiting wouldn't be a red flag to my cousin as mu family knows I have been dealing with alot of GI issues over thr last year or so. I'm just curious as too how loud I could possibly be while the SN is doing its thing.

It's not necessary for you to be actively making noise to be found. If there are people around, they could for e.g. come to your room to ask something etc and find you motionless/discolored and call up an ambulance.
 
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PoorFarmer

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Apr 25, 2022
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It's not necessary for you to be actively making noise to be found. If there are people around, they could for e.g. come to your room to ask something etc and find you motionless/discolored and call up an ambulance.
Yes i realized that. Family decided to spend the night again, & leaving in the morning so I will start my prep again after they leave. ig it wasnt necessarily a bad thing it allowed me to get a few other things in order too that i hadnt originally planned on worrying about
 
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Endtimes1

Student
Jan 15, 2022
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Yes i realized that. Family decided to spend the night again, & leaving in the morning so I will start my prep again after they leave. ig it wasnt necessarily a bad thing it allowed me to get a few other things in order too that i hadnt originally planned on worrying about
It's always ok to change your mind. CTB is a one time thing. There's no stress in not staying a few more days, months or years.
 
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AllByMyself

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Jun 16, 2022
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I was only joking. 😉 I would never be mean.😥
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
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Ahhh @Of The Universe no wonder
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