Ctb tomorrow/goodbye thread

[miserableforever]

I think I'm vomited what i could the rest has been absorbed by my body

I'm not sure where you live but in the US when my daughter goes to the doctor she can request her information to be kept private.
How about you tell your parents you have a stomach virus?

 

[Julgran]

How old are you darling? you was trying to die but you most concern about telling or not your dad? It seems a little immature...

It's nice to hear that you can be so considerate...

 

[Kobusu]

How old are you darling? you was trying to die but you most concern about telling or not your dad? It seems a little immature...

It's not that simple, it's harder to talk to your family about this stuff than actually doing it, I've been in both positions. Especially if your family doesn't have an understanding of mental health and how it can affect people. This is insensitive and unnecessary right now.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

How old are you darling? you was trying to die but you most concern about telling or not your dad? It seems a little immature...

Yeah maybe don't ask someones age, add darling and at the same time invalidate them and call them out for something which is perfectly normal.

She feels bad enough right now. Not telling parents is a perfectly valid concern, and can lead to all sort of unwanted consequences. Assuming people even have a normal family structure too.

I don't know what is best for Lib right now but she knows what is better for her than some random person on the internet. What we need is medical opinions right now. It's why I'm asking a friend, but I think a lot of the people in the thread are already insightful and giving her help.

 

[Insomniac]

I didn't just take propranolol
I don't know I'm not sure what's happening i threw up all the water i drank

If you took meto, that's why. I'm 100% sure. I made a post a while ago about how meto fucked me up (i experienced distress and nausea after taking it, had a hard time breathing was slow, the higher the dose the worse you may feel). you can read on the side effects online. It's not a prescription drug for nothing.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

It says on google drink planty of water and go to bathroom after accidental over dose (small od) then seek medical attention

Water is easily accessible and inconspicuous so that's good.

 

[Sittichmutter]

I think I'm vomited what i could the rest has been absorbed by my body

Try some sips of water and ser If you can keep It. How is your bloodpressure. Low bloodpressure makes you vomit.

 

[Niko66]

From my little time here, you seem like a person I would like to know better, you seem like a good one. My best friend online has BPD as well so I can sympathize a bit on how hard it can be. Wish you well whichever you decide to do.

 

[Quinlor]

Yeah maybe don't ask someones age, add darling and at the same time invalidate them and call them out for something which is perfectly normal.

She feels bad enough right now. Not telling parents is a perfectly valid concern, and can lead to all sort of unwanted consequences. Assuming people even have a normal family structure too.

I don't know what is best for Lib right now but she knows what is better for her than some random person on the internet. What we need is medical opinions right now. It's why I'm asking a friend, but I think a lot of the people in the thread are already insightful and giving her help.

I didn't mean to sound insensitive, I just meant that well, you're deciding to die (which is the most important decision of your life) so it makes no sense to worry about other things. But you are right it is not the time to have a philosophical discussion about the meaning of life and death at this time.

 

[liberty_222]

If you took meto, that's why. I'm 100% sure. I made a post a while ago about how meto fucked me up (i experienced distress and nausea after taking it, had a hard time breathing was slow, the higher the dose the worse you may feel). you can read on the side effects online. It's not a prescription drug for nothing.

How did you fix it
I went to the doctor... They didn't say anything is wrong with me. They said est something the symptoms will subside on their own.

 

[Insomniac]

How did you fix it

I didn't. It passed completely after 2hours but it was 2h of hell and I had only taken 2 pills. Idk how many pills you took.

 

[liberty_222]

I didn't. It passed completely after 2hours but it was 2h of hell and I had only taken 2 pills. Idk how many pills you took.

I took three but i also took one in the morning and afternoon
I think it should pass soon enough then?

 

[Suicidebydeath]

I took three but i also took one in the morning and afternoon
I think it should pass soon enough then?

I believe it should pass. Try to stay somewhere you'll be looked after if possible.

 

[Insomniac]

I took three but i also took one in the morning and afternoon
I think it should pass soon enough then?

my symptoms also didn't start until later. at first, I was confused as to why I was feeling that way then I remembered I took the pills and looked up the side effects online.

the symptoms should stop within 3h of first experiencing them. not within 3h of taking the pills.

 

[liberty_222]

my symptoms also didn't start until later. at first, I was confused as to why I was feeling that way then I remembered I took the pills and looked up the side effects online.

the symptoms should stop within 3h of first experiencing them. not within 3h of taking the pills.

I think they'll go away complete in 24 hours.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

I think they'll go away complete in 24 hours.

Seems reasonable, hopefully less than that too.

I assume they did but did the doctor take your blood pressure? Or anything else that you can focus on to relax?

I would drink water and try to relax to some music, or follow doctor's instructions if they were different to my suggestion.

 

[miserableforever]

I believe it should pass. Try to stay somewhere you'll be looked after if possible.

Good idea, just in case :)

 

[liberty_222]

I'm so tired ugh

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Did the doctor tell you that you can sleep if you need to? If he said you're ok, maybe it's not a terrible idea. Drink some water first?

 

[Capsicum_Corral]

I took three but i also took one in the morning and afternoon
I think it should pass soon enough then?

I'm pretty new here, but I'm glad you're still with us. I hope the drugs pass through without doing any major damage.

 

[liberty_222]

Did the doctor tell you that you can sleep if you need to? If he said you're ok, maybe it's not a terrible idea. Drink some water first?

I can't sleep because of the side effects

 

[PDAnnie2610]

I feel tired and drowsy. I didn't drink the sn.. I'm sorry i need time. I couldn't bring myself to do it.

You don't have to do it dear. Hugs.

I took three but i also took one in the morning and afternoon
I think it should pass soon enough then?

Hope you are alright dear..

 

[liberty_222]

Still can't breathe

 

[Julgran]

Still can't breathe

Hospital!

 

[vinie]

The side effects should go away in a day or two, depending on your body weight and the elimination half-life of the individual substances you consumed. Liver damage could have possibly occurred. Try to drink quite a lot of liquids, primarily water or even a smoothie. If you feel too nauseous, eat something bland (plain toast is criminally underrated). It is important to have at least something in your stomach. If the side effects are too painful to handle, try pushing yourself to sleep. Taking a painkiller will most likely worsen your current state due to the incompatible nature of NSAIDs and beta blockers (such as Propranolol). You could take a small dose of any benzodiazepine, though that might lower your blood pressure even more. Sleeping it out is your best option here. Once you wake up, you should feel better. Note that I am not a toxicologist, but I have experienced something similar to your situation.

I'm very glad that you're still with us :)

Edit: As @Julgran said, it is best to go to the hospital at this point.

 

[liberty_222]

I did go to the hospital thdy couldn't hrlp
Can't sleep because can't breathe

 

[Julgran]

I did go to the hospital thdy couldn't hrlp
Can't sleep because can't breathe

You must be experiencing some kind of shortness of breath, because if you couldn't breathe, you wouldn't be writing to us now.

Therefore, I believe - though it's just a belief - as others have said, that this may very well pass.

 

[xLosthopex]

I'm sorry I'm shit scared i can't do this...

Don't apologize, you don't need to justify yourself to anyone here.
Not a good idea to go through with anything when you're in a distressed state and probably unable to think clearly anyway
I'm sorry you're feeling so unwell, please look after yourself and I hope you start to feel better soon

 

[vinie]

I did go to the hospital thdy couldn't hrlp
Can't sleep because can't breathe

Do you feel physically worse now or when you went to the hospital? If it's the former, try going again.

You must be experiencing some kind of shortness of breath, because if you couldn't breathe, you wouldn't be writing to us now.

Good point. You might be experiencing a panic attack as well. Though it might seem hard, take your time with your breathing. You don't have to reach out for it quickly; as it will come to you. Note down your surroundings. Where are you? What do you see?

Remember that you are not alone. You are safe and this will pass.

 

[liberty_222]

I don't think it's a panic attacks