Ctb tomorrow/goodbye thread

[Bleak]

I'm sorry I'm shit scared i can't do this...

Nothing to be sorry for, please don't feel guilty. Many of us have started and stopped attempts.

 

[liberty_222]

I feel tired and drowsy. I didn't drink the sn.. I'm sorry i need time. I couldn't bring myself to do it.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Tell yourself right now "i don't have to do this and no one's expecting me to do this now" and listen to your heart ily you're not alone pls take a deep breath call help if you can't do this alone, everybody loves you

Exactly!

 

[needed_]

I feel tired and drowsy. I didn't drink the sn.. I'm sorry i need time. I couldn't bring myself to do it.

don't be sorry!! try to relax and enjoy the feeling of the beta blockers :)

 

[Rayzieka]

Please don't be sorry about that
None of us want you to leave

 

[Dot]

Thre n/ shme in chngng mnd.

I feel tired and drowsy. I didn't drink the sn.. I'm sorry i need time. I couldn't bring myself to do it.

N nd 2 apolgse

 

[Kobusu]

I feel tired and drowsy. I didn't drink the sn.. I'm sorry i need time. I couldn't bring myself to do it.

There is nothing wrong with not being able to do it, do not apologize.

 

[Sittichmutter]

I feel tired and drowsy. I didn't drink the sn.. I'm sorry i need time. I couldn't bring myself to do it.

Go get some food and rest. You have nothing to be Sorry about.
Lots of love for you!

 

[LastLoveLetter]

I feel tired and drowsy. I didn't drink the sn.. I'm sorry i need time. I couldn't bring myself to do it.

Again, please don't feel you owe us an apology. There is no shame at all in backing out. I'm just glad you didn't force yourself to do anything. You deserve to leave on your terms when you are ready and only if you are sure.

I hope you can get some much needed and well deserved rest. No-one is upset with you. No-one is "let down." No-one expects anything from you. We just want what's best for you, whatever you decide is right.

 

[StevieNixs]

Guys I'm kinda scared...
I have the glass in my hand but i can't bring myself to drink

Do not apologise. You have done nothing wrong. This is your life - no one else's and you have to do what is best for you x

 

[Suicidebydeath]

It's totally ok to take a breather and you don't need to say sorry for anything. You've been amazing to everyone here.

Sometimes people need to hit absolute rock bottom before their situation can get better.

 

[chocolatebar]

I feel tired and drowsy. I didn't drink the sn.. I'm sorry i need time. I couldn't bring myself to do it.

As the other said, don't be sorry. You don't have to do anything you don't want or isn't in peace with.
Take your time, recover yourself and we will be here with you <3

 

[rec]

You don't have to apologise for anything. I'm glad you had the courage to turn back on it when it wasn't the right time. You're very strong for listening to any doubts you had, rather than giving in out of obligation of coming this far.

There's always another time. It doesn't have to be now if it doesn't feel right.

 

[miserableforever]

I feel tired and drowsy. I didn't drink the sn.. I'm sorry i need time. I couldn't bring myself to do it.

Take a nap, re-evaluate life when you find the energy. Make tasty food :)

 

[Julgran]

Viva la Liberty_222!

 

[needed_]

I feel tired and drowsy. I didn't drink the sn.. I'm sorry i need time. I couldn't bring myself to do it.

if you want to talk feel free to pm me

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Take a nap, re-evaluate life when you find the energy. Make tasty food :)

Viva la Liberty_222!

Viva! Sweet dreams Liberty, get some sleep.

I don't know the recovery method for the penultimate stage. I think Liberty does but to be on the safe side, is it something like water? food?

 

[liberty_222]

I'm having trouble breathing lol. My body is restless again.

 

[AllMyDreams]

I feel tired and drowsy. I didn't drink the sn.. I'm sorry i need time. I couldn't bring myself to do it.

We haven't met yet but I'm so glad you're still here. Please don't feel like you have to apologize. No one, I mean NO ONE, should think any less of you because of this.
Hope you get some rest and treat yourself to something nice tomorrow!

 

[Ankou]

I'm having trouble breathing lol. My body is restless again.

Do you need medical attention? If so you might want to consider telling doctors stuff like your stomach and head hurted (which would explain taking the meds) and 'accidentally' overdosed on them

 

[liberty_222]

I threw up a little

 

[Julgran]

I threw up a little

That's the best throw-up I have ever heard of

 

[liberty_222]

I think my BP is low which is why I'm feeling whatever I'm feeling

 

[Julgran]

Very very best of luck to you <3

Excuse me, I don't mean to start an argument, but did you read the latest posts in this thread? If not, no worries, but I'm interpreting this as if you really want Liberty to go through with it.

 

[miserableforever]

I think my BP is low which is why I'm feeling whatever I'm feeling

Get calories and water in your body. Or you could go to a clinic saying you had stomach issues and took too many meds.
I'm sure the stress made you feel physically sick too.

 

[Death is beautiful]

I threw up a little

Wait, did you drink it?

 

[StarryStarry]

I won't update when i finally get to doing it since everything that happened with elri has made me reconsider this as a safe space and i can only imagine people coming here and questioning whether I'm scamming or not and did I actually ctb or whatever. So no, don't comment here with your suspicions and crap. Here's my schedule for tomorrow:


08:00hrs 01 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 01 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 01 X Begin 8 Hour FAST
20:00hrs 01 X 40mg Propranolol (40mg)
22.00hrs 01 X Begin 2 Hour Water FAST
22:30hrs 01 X 40mg Propranolol (40mg)
23:00hrs 02 X 500mg of Paracetamol (1,000mg)
23:15hrs 03 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg) + Emeset (ondasentron) (4mg)
23:30hrs 04 X 75mg Ranitidine (300mg)
24:00hrs 10 X 40mg Propranolol (400mg)
24:00hrs 01 X 30grams SN
24:00hrs 01 X Swallow SN and Propranolol in 50ml Water

Kinda sad that I'm not at peace even in my final days but doesn't matter. I guess it only makes it easier to go.

Has anyone heard from Liberty_222?

 

[yellowjasmine88]

Oh my god, I'm so sorry, I only had read the first couple of pages. My apologies, really really sorry. I'm very glad op is still with us .

 

[Sittichmutter]

I threw up a little

Get somethink salty to eat.

 

[Insomniac]

Wait, did you drink it?

no. she's feeling sick because she says her BP (blood pressure) is low