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theonethatsleeps

theonethatsleeps

between pain and nothing, I'd chosen nothing
Nov 10, 2025
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I've been thinking of jumping off a building to CTB. The problem is, there are no tall enough buildings in my area whatsoever. I definitely want a tall building to assure I will CTB.
This would need planning and would only happen in the distant future, since I'm still young.
I have been to New York this year and it was pretty good. New York always feels like home to me, even though my actual home is on a different continent entirely.
Would it be possible to go to New York, have a good trip, and then CTB? Any advice on anything please? Is it painful?
 
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