
qwerty1969
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- Feb 24, 2023
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This is it guys. Going to CTB this weekend. Too much stress, too much pain.
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This is it guys. Going to CTB this weekend. Too much stress, too much pain.
Painful unfortunately yes but every method has some risk of pain attached to it. Going to drown myself in the ocean. Prefer fatal gunshot but can't get access to a firearm.I don't know if you're allowed to ask methods here but just generally, is it going to be something that might fail, is it painful, is it a device or substance?
How are you gonna reach the ocean , swimming or by boat ?Painful unfortunately yes but every method has some risk of pain attached to it. Going to drown myself in the ocean. Prefer fatal gunshot but can't get access to a firearm.
Boat. I will be far enough out that I can't swim back.How are you gonna reach the ocean , swimming or by boat ?
Painful unfortunately yes but every method has some risk of pain attached to it. Going to drown myself in the ocean. Prefer fatal gunshot but can't get access to a firearm.
Aaah the relief just thinking of the ocean....I CANNOT SWIM and water above my waist level causes me so much anxiety.....but just watching the ocean just adds up my blood levels. It is so uninhibited and rages on & on... goodbye fellow traveller. I hope the pain ends with your last breathe. Love to youPainful unfortunately yes but every method has some risk of pain attached to it. Going to drown myself in the ocean. Prefer fatal gunshot but can't get access to a firearm.
Go out as far as possible.Wish me luck. I know it's going to be a challenge.
Your chosen method sounds a bit unnecessarily challenging to my ears.Need to find the courage to follow through. Had enough.