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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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This is it guys. Going to CTB this weekend. Too much stress, too much pain.
 
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ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

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Mar 14, 2023
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This is it guys. Going to CTB this weekend. Too much stress, too much pain.

I don't know if you're allowed to ask methods here but just generally, is it going to be something that might fail, is it painful, is it a device or substance?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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I hope that you find freedom from all of the suffering, existing certainly can be so painful and it's very much understandable wishing to finally be gone.
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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I don't know if you're allowed to ask methods here but just generally, is it going to be something that might fail, is it painful, is it a device or substance?
Painful unfortunately yes but every method has some risk of pain attached to it. Going to drown myself in the ocean. Prefer fatal gunshot but can't get access to a firearm.
 
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Gonnerr

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Painful unfortunately yes but every method has some risk of pain attached to it. Going to drown myself in the ocean. Prefer fatal gunshot but can't get access to a firearm.
How are you gonna reach the ocean , swimming or by boat ?
 
Worndown

Worndown

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I hope you find peace!
 
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ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

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Mar 14, 2023
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Painful unfortunately yes but every method has some risk of pain attached to it. Going to drown myself in the ocean. Prefer fatal gunshot but can't get access to a firearm.

Drowning sounds like a horrible way but I understand your desperation.
 
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Brave_it_Shiru

I am not "safe" babe
Mar 6, 2023
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Painful unfortunately yes but every method has some risk of pain attached to it. Going to drown myself in the ocean. Prefer fatal gunshot but can't get access to a firearm.
Aaah the relief just thinking of the ocean....I CANNOT SWIM and water above my waist level causes me so much anxiety.....but just watching the ocean just adds up my blood levels. It is so uninhibited and rages on & on... goodbye fellow traveller. I hope the pain ends with your last breathe. Love to you
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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Wish me luck. I know it's going to be a challenge.
 
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lebrodude

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Jul 18, 2022
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Sorry it's come to this for you.
Method is a bit scary but people drown all the time, at least it'll be relatively quick
 
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Sparr0w

Sparr0w

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Jan 24, 2023
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i wish you luck and peace :heart:
 
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absolomonisgone

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Jan 23, 2023
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Goodbye friend
 
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LateForTheBus

LateForTheBus

Experienced
Feb 7, 2023
228
I'm so sorry that life has led you to this decision. (I feel that way about all of us.) I hope your journey is swift and you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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Booked and paid for my journey to a remote location.
 
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aubrey!

aubrey!

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Mar 11, 2023
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rest well when you make it man
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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Need to find the courage to follow through. Had enough.
 
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Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

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Sep 29, 2022
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Good luck with that, I've read drowning's not something easy to go through with it.
 
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