CTB This Weekend (SN)

[BlackCatTalk]

Sorry guys I can't do it. I'm too afraid. The meto made me nauseous last night and didn't feel too good. I still want to CTB but I need to think about it more. I feel like shit. This is so incredibly harder than it seems, respect everyone who managed to do it. Maybe I should do it spontaneously without any meds. And do it somewhere not at home. A forest or meadow sounds nice.

well done, it is an act of courage to recognize that you are not yet in time and form, see a therapist and we are with you, all my admiration and my love, congrats