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helpls
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- Mar 2, 2024
- 12
Things have been going downhill lately. I can feel my last best friend drifting away from me as she gets closer to her "guy friend" and I realise I don't have someone really close anymore. Those that I felt were close enough to know about my sh are all gone and everyone around me right now are all fucking fake. I haven't had the energy or motivation to do anything in a long time and I think it would be best to CTB soon before it gets even worse. Weirdly enough, I feel a lot better whenever I'm on this site but then again, I can't stay online 24/7.
I don't really gaf anymore so I'm going to try ctb-ing by cutting. I recently bought a brand new blade and I'll take the leap of faith by stabbing my wrist lol. It should be a good 5 hours on a weekend before anyone finds me. I've attempted to ctb twice before (but that was way before i knew SaSu so all my attempts were stupid) and I remember crying a lot as it really hurts emotionally. But now, I just look forward to the day I ctb.
I don't really gaf anymore so I'm going to try ctb-ing by cutting. I recently bought a brand new blade and I'll take the leap of faith by stabbing my wrist lol. It should be a good 5 hours on a weekend before anyone finds me. I've attempted to ctb twice before (but that was way before i knew SaSu so all my attempts were stupid) and I remember crying a lot as it really hurts emotionally. But now, I just look forward to the day I ctb.