ctb soon using sn, here are some questions that need help with...

[AliceinNeverland]

-Should I lock my bedroom door to prevent being found before I ctb? I don't want to freak my mum out by suddenly locking it and it will probably cause some trouble knocking it down.
-I'll be using Alzolam as my benzo so any advice on the dosage/ regime?
-Doing the 48-hour fast, thinking of doing 24 wet and 24 dry. Is this a good idea?
-Are there any other minor details that I should keep in mind?

 

[dinosavr]

There's no need to fast for that long

 

[boddibo]

-Should I lock my bedroom door to prevent being found before I ctb?

Since it's possible you'll be making noises (convulsions, death rattles, vomitting), I don't know if locking your door will change anything if you made loud noises during the process because if your mother is worried, she might call for help with or without your door closed.

-I'll be using Alzolam as my benzo so any advice on the dosage/ regime?

I guess @Goku Black has some knowledge I don't have yet here.

-Are there any other minor details that I should keep in mind?

You don't have antiemetic?

 

[Deleted member 65988]

My advise in terms of the Benzos is to keep it simple, if you dont have a built tolerance to it then take normal dose to relax you, I did opt for a higher dose to achieve blackout and help facilitate unconsciousness but for the sake of potentially vomiting your 1st glass, it'd be better to be still focused on it and not too out of it to not take the 2nd glass but hopefully you won't need to.

Doing the 48-hour fast, thinking of doing 24 wet and 24 dry. Is this a good idea?

hmmm I'm not sure about this but as long as there's a dry fast 3 hrs before sn then that's fine.

 

[AliceinNeverland]

Since it's possible you'll be making noises (convulsions, death rattles, vomitting), I don't know if locking your door will change anything if you made loud noises during the process because if your mother is worried, she might call for help with or without your door closed.

I guess @Goku Black has some knowledge I don't have yet here.

You don't have antiemetic?

I do have AE, just fasting as a precaution against vomiting