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dum spiro spero—take it as it comes
Nov 30, 2024
486
I don't know all I sick for is peace
do you feel you will be dissatisfied if there is no feeling after death? (like complete oblivion, that is)
 
sorrynormal

sorrynormal

Member
Apr 13, 2022
68
8 on a scale of 1-10

My health failed me my reason for ctb
Are you able to get any legitimate pain meds? I was on pain meds for 10yrs but then my Dr retired and in the US it's now impossible to get opiates for any reason.
 
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Peace2peace

Specialist
Dec 26, 2024
361
Are you able to get any legitimate pain meds? I was on pain meds for 10yrs but then my Dr retired and in the US it's now impossible to get opiates for any reason.
I really wish that was the solution unfortunately not
do you feel you will be dissatisfied if there is no feeling after death? (like complete oblivion, that is)
No
 
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chimera

New Member
Oct 30, 2024
2
not a ctb related question but something that in curious about regardless, whats your favorite song currently?
 
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Peace2peace

Specialist
Dec 26, 2024
361
not a ctb related question but something that in curious about regardless, whats your favorite song currently?
Wake me up by avicii
 
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itwasallascream

itwasallascream

Member
May 19, 2024
55
Sometimes it gets to a point where u will no longer be afraid
How do I get to this point? I want to ctb and have my sn but keep.backing our because I'm afraid. My life is so miserable and I am completely alone. I have no future and my past is full of pain and chaos. Why am I afraid to leave and how can I get over this and just leave?
 
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Peace2peace

Specialist
Dec 26, 2024
361
How do I get to this point? I want to ctb and have my sn but keep.backing our because I'm afraid. My life is so miserable and I am completely alone. I have no future and my past is full of pain and chaos. Why am I afraid to leave and how can I get over this and just leave?
I feel the same hv been on it for months its the fear of unknown wish it was peaceful
 
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Average Joe

Average Joe

Forsaken One
Nov 5, 2019
418
Are you still with us?
I hope this doesn't come across as encouragement but I hope you have found the peace, whether that is in living or through your plan.
 
Average Joe

Average Joe

Forsaken One
Nov 5, 2019
418
I hope you're in a better place, whether that's here with us or in death as I suspect you've caught that bus.
 

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