Waldorf&Statler
Member
- Feb 17, 2024
- 7
I am so tired. I'm in my mid 40s and a child sex trafficking "survivor", autistic, family scapegoat abandoned as a kid. Everyone hates me, I have never had a real romantic relationship, cannot work, and am consistently taken advantage of when I trust people, presumably because I am an easy target. I have been suicidal since I was 14 and keep trying to fight.... I am tired. I have no friends or family and no money. Phone and power have been cut off and just got an eviction notice. I want to die but in Canada I cant get SN and doctors won't give me access to MAID. I have been abused by the medical system when I have sought out help and there is nowhere to turn. I don't know what to do. I am scared of slitting my wrists or hanging myself. I just want to die fast. No one will miss me so I don't feel guilty about hurting anyone, I'm just too scared of the pain of the methods available to me. I don't know what to do.