chronicdissosiation
sell your sands of time and invest in the knife
- Feb 17, 2024
- 65
honestly im planning this on a whim.
ive been suicidal for years, ive attempted suicide multiple times, ive received inpatient and outpatient treatment, but i think the more i delay my cbt date, the worse everything gets.
ive always seemingly backed away from my suicide attempts and i always end up regretting it.
i used to be a huge fan of partial hanging because it was successful in the past, but i think my plans now are SN.
i just need a SN supplier, which i assume has changed from last time ive asked. id really appreciate a message from anybody giving me access to the SN purchase page.
nonetheless, my plan now is a wip. i havent spent much time planning it, but i have an idea.
1. alcohol in my system, potentially other drugs.
2. consume multiple antiemetophobic medication (any recommendations would be nice :-) )
3. consume X amount of SN (still researching the correct amount of mg needed for a successful od.)
4. send emails through an anonymous prewritten form (using WhenSend for this, let me know if there are any other better alternatives.)
im most likely going to be doing this at least 15+ miles away from home in a secluded area. i dont want any intervention and i plan on keeping my location on so its easier to locate my body. if theres anything im missing or any steps i need to do, please dont hesitate to correct me.
Thank you for reading. :-)
ive been suicidal for years, ive attempted suicide multiple times, ive received inpatient and outpatient treatment, but i think the more i delay my cbt date, the worse everything gets.
ive always seemingly backed away from my suicide attempts and i always end up regretting it.
i used to be a huge fan of partial hanging because it was successful in the past, but i think my plans now are SN.
i just need a SN supplier, which i assume has changed from last time ive asked. id really appreciate a message from anybody giving me access to the SN purchase page.
nonetheless, my plan now is a wip. i havent spent much time planning it, but i have an idea.
1. alcohol in my system, potentially other drugs.
2. consume multiple antiemetophobic medication (any recommendations would be nice :-) )
3. consume X amount of SN (still researching the correct amount of mg needed for a successful od.)
4. send emails through an anonymous prewritten form (using WhenSend for this, let me know if there are any other better alternatives.)
im most likely going to be doing this at least 15+ miles away from home in a secluded area. i dont want any intervention and i plan on keeping my location on so its easier to locate my body. if theres anything im missing or any steps i need to do, please dont hesitate to correct me.
Thank you for reading. :-)
