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losthope1980

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Nov 9, 2025
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Hello, for some strange reason searching for pentobarbital i found a veterniary distributor selling it, i live in mexico , and was looking for it, it seemed impossible but ordered to 100 ml jars i proceeded to payment and today status changed to on route to be delivered. so ithink i made it, i already han SN, meto and benzos but this really changes everything, so ive read thay you need 10mg , thats the dose, each 100ml contains 6,3g . so 2 should be enough, now my question is , how to inject it. will i be able to insert the whole 2 jars before going unconsious, should i buy one of those things in hospitals that go drop by drop, my other plan was to just inject one, and have some benzos and take the SN , and if im stil consious try to inject the second bottle of pentobarbital. i mean this would also be a sure deat , wioth pentobarbital plus the 25 grams of SN

any opinions?

thanks
 
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Endstati0n

Endstati0n

"dying is like taking off a tight shoe" - ram dass
May 10, 2026
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There's a 99,9% chance you got scammed brother
 
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losthope1980

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Nov 9, 2025
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There's a 99,9% chance you got scammed brother
Hopefully not, its a well established veterinary distributor, mainly focused in livestock. but ill let you know wednesday if they arrived or not. the same happened when i ordered SN , i ordered it online from a chemical supplier, they mustve thought i worked for some chemical food company as they adressed me as quemical engeneer .

anyway , if this doesnt work out i still have SN and wont be here for 2027
 
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unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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N can only be bought online if you're a vet. I've been scammed in 2022. Please keep us updated but it's a scam for sure.
 
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intr0verse

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Jan 29, 2021
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Hello, for some strange reason searching for pentobarbital i found a veterniary distributor selling it, i live in mexico , and was looking for it, it seemed impossible but ordered to 100 ml jars i proceeded to payment and today status changed to on route to be delivered. so ithink i made it, i already han SN, meto and benzos but this really changes everything, so ive read thay you need 10mg , thats the dose, each 100ml contains 6,3g . so 2 should be enough, now my question is , how to inject it. will i be able to insert the whole 2 jars before going unconsious, should i buy one of those things in hospitals that go drop by drop, my other plan was to just inject one, and have some benzos and take the SN , and if im stil consious try to inject the second bottle of pentobarbital. i mean this would also be a sure deat , wioth pentobarbital plus the 25 grams of SN

any opinions?

thanks
I think it's impossible to inject 200ml unless you use an IV drip. Liquid N is highly effective when taken orally too.
 

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