Ctb on monday

[Sphinxi]

I am full of trepidation, but I am also very excited. I have been unable to stop shaking in anticipation all day. I am going to get drunk and take 5x my normal dosage of seroquel in order to overcome si. I will ride a train to the station near the bridge, walk up to it, and jump off.

I feel so happy about it. I am excited for my life to end in a way that feels controlling and dramatic. I have finished all of my notes. In under 48 hours, I won't have to care about anything anymore. I will not be bothered by my scars, by the pain of looking others in the eye, or by the feeling of buildings towering over me. I am genuinely excited to end my life

 

[Realog11]

I am full of trepidation, but I am also very excited. I have been unable to stop shaking in anticipation all day. I am going to get drunk and take 5x my normal dosage of seroquel in order to overcome si. I will ride a train to the station near the bridge, walk up to it, and jump off.

I feel so happy about it. I am excited for my life to end in a way that feels controlling and dramatic. I have finished all of my notes. In under 48 hours, I won't have to care about anything anymore. I will not be bothered by my scars, by the pain of looking others in the eye, or by the feeling of buildings towering over me. I am genuinely excited to end my life

Same I'm catching the bus today or tomorrow

 

[metfan647]

How high is this bridge?

 

[Sphinxi]

How high is this bridge?

Over 200 feet overlooking a major river

 

[amor.dor]

I'll miss your posts. I hope you get what you want in a peaceful way, and from the height you described, it should be instant. Take care — no need to rush.

 

[somewhatdeadly]

I hope you find peace.

 

[Xi-Xi]

If you are dead set on this, good luck.

 

[kufajoy]

Good luck. Hope you find peace

 

[dalemar]

Good luck, I hope you find your well deserved peace.
I hope you have a swift journey!