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pogostick

pogostick

Student
Jul 29, 2025
118
little post because I changed my date after some consideration.

I saw a post on here that was talking about train decap and how the trains in their area are too low to the ground for a head to fit under the front. Turns out, the trains by me also have a plow at the front that are too low to the rail for a head to fit under.
This kind of frazzled me tbh! My previous attempts have depended a lot on routine. Like a super specific plan manifested days before execution, so to consider this literally 30 hours prior to attempt threw me off.

Anyway. This kind of means that decap isn't going to be effective. In the spot I had scouted, only one train passes through there and it is not a high speed train, so it wouldn't be as effective if my goal was an impact death either.
However, there's a station behind my house that's very quiet (as only 1 train route stops there) but a lot of high speed, bullet-shaped trains pass through.
I figure if I ditch decap, I can try an impact death. This also means that, because of the higher frequency of trains, I can watch the fireworks on the 5th without missing the train, which is important to me and something I was sad to miss with my date set on the 3rd. I could also potententially attempt a method that I've only really seen once, involving laying down on your belly on the platform with your torso and head hanging over the platform, letting your body be crushed between the train and platform.

It's likely that I'll just end up standing or something. Unfortunately, I sacrifice having a death in a... private? area and my behaviour will have to be more impulsive, rather than being able to sit there and consider things at my own speed (it also means that I will be fined if I reconsider. There are no cameras at my other spot), but it is more local than my initial option and not actively staffed.
I have tried to scout an area along the line where there are no cameras and the track is accessible, but nothing like that exists within the radius I'd be willing to travel.
Anyway. Bit of a nonsense waffle post but whatever.
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

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Oct 9, 2025
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I think you might be talking about my post maybe. Where I live trains are too modern with bumpers at the front and too close to the rail track. I've been on a hunt to find the perfect train myself. Should be the right train, with the right track,the right wheels and the right speed.
 
pogostick

pogostick

Student
Jul 29, 2025
118
I think you might be talking about my post maybe. Where I live trains are too modern with bumpers at the front and too close to the rail track. I've been on a hunt to find the perfect train myself. Should be the right train, with the right track,the right wheels and the right speed.
I can't remember, but it very well could be! I don't think there's been many posts discussing it.

I think the trains here could fit my neck under, but I'm not consistently confident based on photos and what I've seen in person.
Unfortunately, I've also kind of just given myself a fear of not fitting haha. I think the brute force of the bumper would still kill me if it ran into my neck anyway and I'd inevitably get sucked under, but I don't know. If I can't go for a clean decap then I think I'd rather just stand or sit infront of a faster train. Or lie my entire body over the tracks so that I have a better chance of being dragged under. Just have to hope I don't suffer.

There is one train model that looks like it would work for a decapitation, but I have had a hard time tracking its route.
 
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elenaboo25

Student
Oct 19, 2025
113
I wouldn't recommend hanging your body off the platform. That will most likely lead to bad bruising, but not death. Also, if somebody monitors the cameras and sees you in that position, the police will be there in minutes.