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Unspoken7612
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- Jul 14, 2024
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No have this ...L'asphyxie par gaz inerte (azote) est très mortelle.
I wish you peace and serenity.No have this ...
to force me to jump I hesitate to take 16 g of paracetamol at once, it is not fatal but to force me to jump... because 16 g is not fatal but completely destroys the liver and extremely painful for life. ..so forced to jump to avoid this torture for life.
Big thanks i liké thé messageHello, I have nothing new to add, but I'm sorry what's been going on and I sincerely wish you peace and may you find relief
Risk...Je n'ai pas ça...
pour me forcer à sauter j'hésite à prendre 16 g de paracétamol d'un coup, ce n'est pas mortel mais pour me forcer à sauter... car 16 g ce n'est pas mortel mais détruit complètement le foie et extrêmement douloureux à vie. ..donc obligé de sauter pour éviter cette torture à vie.
Thankswhatever you decide, know that no one here is going to be mad or disappointed you didn't do it. we support people and their choices. as the other poster said, it's not about courage. also unlike some other methods, pretty irreversible, so that's why it's more important to be sure you want it and you have exhausted all your other options. if you regret it in the last moment there's no taking back and calling for help. maybe if you aren't truly ready there're some doubts keeping you here.
I know how you feel. i also feel so ready to die and kms 90% of the time, but when the moment to commit comes, SI kicks in so strong! It's so frustrating.Anybody?
Please
If everyone waited until they were 100% sure, then no one would ever CTB. In my experience the best you can hope for is 95%.I have nothing useful to add other than echoing what Moresomorose has already said.
Nobody here is dismissing your anguish. We are all here for the same reason and we understand and share this grief with you - but if you are not 100% sure then you need to take a little more time. This is a mega permanent way to CTB and it's not something you can reverse when you commit. And if you do decide to make the journey there and change your mind, that's entirely ok too. I am a fellow BPD sufferer, and I have never been more sure that I will CBT before the end of the year, I just haven't put a date on it as I will know the exact right time when it comes.
However the next few days play out for you, I wish you peace and tranquility somewhere somehow.
YesJe sais ce que tu ressens. Je me sens aussi prête à mourir et à mourir 90% du temps, mais quand le moment de s'engager arrive, SI entre en action si fort ! C'est tellement frustrant.
I completely agree with this. But I do also feel that when you know it's time, you know. And OP doesn't appear to know.If everyone waited until they were 100% sure, then no one would ever CTB. In my experience the best you can hope for is 95%.
I hear ya.I want to die the problem is not here but guilty with m'y family(sée What i wrote)
Big thanks where do you sée me?I've seen you around a lot/lurked quite a bit, I hope you find peace whatever the method.
I love the name/word; first learned it when reading about Prague years ago.
I think I saw you in chat (maybe?) or just random threads i'd sift through. The name isn't really forgettable so seeing it multiple times kinda sticks.Big thanks where do you sée me?
ThanksJe crois que je t'ai vu dans le chat (peut-être ?) ou simplement dans des fils de discussion aléatoires que je parcourais. Le nom n'est pas vraiment oubliable, donc le voir plusieurs fois reste un peu en mémoire.
I also must die soon. Only thing keeping me is guilt to my family.I want to die the problem is not here but guilty with m'y family(sée What i wrote)
my mother is completely independent at the moment...but my parents don't get along wellI'm just going to reiterate that you don't seem ro be sure, especially with your family's situation. You have to understand that it will affect them and you have to either accept that or look for other solution. I don't know what your relationship is like, but I'll stil ask if you can you reach out to them. Is your father capable of taking care of your mother?
SameI also must die soon. Only thing keeping me is guilt to my family.
I cant leave them by there selves to deal with my CTBing