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CTB Method Poll

  • SN

    Votes: 51 30.9%
  • Hanging

    Votes: 47 28.5%
  • Jumping

    Votes: 9 5.5%
  • Firearm

    Votes: 24 14.5%
  • Heroin/Fentanyl/Nitazene OD

    Votes: 22 13.3%
  • Exit Bag

    Votes: 12 7.3%

  • Total voters
    165
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orchismantid

Member
Mar 21, 2021
5
hanging. rope is cheap. almost perfectly lethal when done right. unconsciousness in around 20 seconds.
 
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spiders.in.my.head

spiders.in.my.head

chronically stupid
Dec 21, 2025
48
SN would be ideal for me, but I might look into other, less restricted poisons, since SN is pretty difficult to get without proof of company or professional use.
 
LittleSunshine

LittleSunshine

F♡ck Around And F♤nd Out
Jul 20, 2025
582
I have two methods to choose from: Hanging or SN. I haven't decided which one I'll ultimately choose yet.
 
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dozer

Member
May 28, 2023
37
Firearm is not my preferred, but it is the most readily available method where I live and it is certainly the most effective.
 
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pax420

Member
Jan 19, 2026
61
Fent. Plain and simple. I already know it works and I know what it feels like. I've already died from it but it was unplanned and accidental and my 2 friends brought me out of it but next time I know how . A couple of days ago it rounded up my to go kit and now I'm just waiting on my time as I have planned it down to the last detail. Last week in May I am catching my bus. I am going to a city of my choice. Go to a concert. Eat a good meal going to a movie and take a walk down to the lake. I'm going to have enough pulled up in a syringe to kill 4 people for a backup. I'm going to sniff a good amount and start smoking until I go to sleep. It's just that easy. If for some reason that doesn't work I'll have enough ready to inject. I'm 100% percent sure that will do it. If I end up having to inject myself I'll have enough in me to kill about 14 people. I already have a DNR and a living will with no life support ventilator or feeding and no autopsy. I'm not sure if they have to honer the no autopsy part but it's written up in my living will anyway.
 
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imitoto

imitoto

Member
Mar 29, 2025
10
I chose exit bag but it is soooo complicated and tedious to set up and gather materials. When it comes down to it I can see myself using a firearm or hanging, the classic two methods.


Also, side note, but from all the videos and descriptions of SN deaths I've seen it does not sound that great of a way to go.
 
herecomesthepain

herecomesthepain

Member
Apr 11, 2025
10
Hanging is my only option. I'm not confident about the SN approach, don't have access to a firearm, and can't get access to any inert gas (I don't drive, and can't get it delivered). I tried hanging over and over again in Feb 2024 and failed each time.
 
Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

Hate life but scared of death
Nov 6, 2025
121
i voted exit bag because that was the closest to carbon monoxide. back when i was planning to ctb in japan, my plan was to burn tons of charcoal in my apartment with all the doors, windows and vents sealed, and then get drunk on tons of alcohol and benadryl so that ill be thoroughly asleep when the co2 kills me.

I know co2 probably isnt the best method out there, it can cause risks for neighbors if the gas leaks, and theres tons of ways it can go wrong. but for me, i enjoy the idea of passing away in my sleep. not conscious to feel scared or panic. get to spend my last few moments dreaming about whatever.
 
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Steph99

Member
Aug 29, 2025
88
Hanging, because when practicing once with no intent to.die I was within a couple of seconds of going unconscious and didn't feel any pain.
 
woofwag

woofwag

Bad dog
Sep 17, 2025
393
Exit bag seems most peaceful to me, but I have SN and think that will be fine too :) I don't want to throw up but hopefully my meto works 🤞🤞
 

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