ctb in a week, my sn protocol - advise me x

[peewee]

hey everyone - i hope to ctb in a week and a bit. as per advice on anti acids and PPI, i will be taking 40mg esomeprazole every day for 7 days (7th day sn) to reduce stomach acid properly, so as to reduce chance of pain and discomfort. then i will follow this regime - please offer your criticism if you see problems. im not too sure about sn dose (i am 7 stone), also not sure about the first 2 meto doses - i thought it might be better

	Medication and Dose
07:00	last 40mg dose esomeprazole
10:00hrs	1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00	stop eating -
18:00hrs	1 X 10mg Metoclopramide , 1 xanax
00:00	stop drinking
01:00hrs	600mg of Ibuprofen
01:20hrs	3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total) 400mg propranolol (crushed in water)
01:30hr	chew anti acid double dose
	Wait 40 minutes During the wait time, dissolve 18gm of Sodium Nitrite in 50ml, 3 cups Crush10mg (Nitrazepam) with Mortar & Pestle Mix crushed tablets with enough water until a drinkable solution is created
02:00hrs	SN drink Drink nirazepam(Benzos) in water Lay back

 

[what]

my only suggestion is you take 1000mg of paracetamol instead of 600mg of ibuprofen. ibuprofen is known to be harsh on empty stomach but only to a small extent, but it seems like most people prefer ibuprofen anyway

 

[Terrible_Life]

Hey if I remember correctly you wanted to ctb by hanging what made you change your method?

 

[peewee]

Hey if I remember correctly you wanted to ctb by hanging what made you change your method?

hey yes, i couldnt do it, si was too strong, i also didnt have access to sn at that point - there was also more danger of me being found to early with fsh

 

[Terrible_Life]

hey yes, i couldnt do it, si was too strong, i also didnt have access to sn at that point - there was also more danger of me being found to early with fsh

I understand yes si is a difficult thing.
I hope i can overcome it and die when I attempt full hanging.
Was it very scary staying there with the noose on your neck before stepping off the chair? I can only imagine how scary that moment must feel but I have no choice i must step off the ladder and free myself and i have no other method only hanging

 

[peewee]

I understand yes si is a difficult thing.
I hope i can overcome it and die when I attempt full hanging.
Was it very scary staying there with the noose on your neck before stepping off the chair? I can only imagine how scary that moment must feel but I have no choice i must step off the ladder and free myself and i have no other method only hanging

yes it was very scary, i must have tried about 20 times...i think sn is my best choice, considering i also have all the supplementary drugs and lots of benzos...i can only wish you peace comes to you, wether you choose life or choose to depart xx i hope things get better for you, sending hugs

 

[rozeske]

Why 18gm sn?

 

[what]

Why 18gm sn?

OP is using PPI and antacid, meaning more SN will pass to the small intestine and absorbed by the blood