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peewee

Experienced
Oct 16, 2025
224
hey everyone - i hope to ctb in a week and a bit. as per advice on anti acids and PPI, i will be taking 40mg esomeprazole every day for 7 days (7th day sn) to reduce stomach acid properly, so as to reduce chance of pain and discomfort. then i will follow this regime - please offer your criticism if you see problems. im not too sure about sn dose (i am 7 stone), also not sure about the first 2 meto doses - i thought it might be better


Medication and Dose
07:00last 40mg dose esomeprazole
10:00hrs1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00stop eating -
18:00hrs1 X 10mg Metoclopramide , 1 xanax
00:00stop drinking
01:00hrs600mg of Ibuprofen
01:20hrs3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total) 400mg propranolol (crushed in water)
01:30hrchew anti acid double dose
Wait 40 minutes

During the wait time, dissolve 18gm of Sodium Nitrite in 50ml, 3 cups
Crush10mg (Nitrazepam) with Mortar & Pestle

Mix crushed tablets with enough water until a drinkable solution is created
02:00hrsSN drink

Drink nirazepam(Benzos) in water

Lay back
 
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codeine
Apr 18, 2025
365
my only suggestion is you take 1000mg of paracetamol instead of 600mg of ibuprofen. ibuprofen is known to be harsh on empty stomach but only to a small extent, but it seems like most people prefer ibuprofen anyway
 
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Terrible_Life

Arcanist
Jul 3, 2025
406
Hey if I remember correctly you wanted to ctb by hanging what made you change your method?
 
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peewee

Experienced
Oct 16, 2025
224
Hey if I remember correctly you wanted to ctb by hanging what made you change your method?
hey yes, i couldnt do it, si was too strong, i also didnt have access to sn at that point - there was also more danger of me being found to early with fsh
 
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