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girlversuswar
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- Mar 18, 2024
- 5
i am so horrified.
i leave my home tomorrow morning very early to catch my flight and then after spending a day out there, ill be shooting myself. i am so nervous, so horrified of being reported missing, so nervous that theres nothing beyond this life and that i will have wasted it all for nothing.
i have lived such a life. im ready to not be in mental pain or physical pain anymore. i was born with a rare disorder called cystinuria that gives me kidney stones from just eating. every day i am in pain. but this is still so hard to end. not for my sake, but for everyone who loves me.
i leave my home tomorrow morning very early to catch my flight and then after spending a day out there, ill be shooting myself. i am so nervous, so horrified of being reported missing, so nervous that theres nothing beyond this life and that i will have wasted it all for nothing.
i have lived such a life. im ready to not be in mental pain or physical pain anymore. i was born with a rare disorder called cystinuria that gives me kidney stones from just eating. every day i am in pain. but this is still so hard to end. not for my sake, but for everyone who loves me.
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