Venting CTB date can't come fast enough :(

[plzoffme]

Waiting for my isotonitazepyne to come in the mail still.... feels like the day can't come fast enough. I plan on driving back to my home state, getting a hotel room and then ill be at peace. Its been a long 4-5 years of torment, failing at numerous attempts and trying to find a method that will work best for me. Freedom feels so close yet so far away... I am just tired of it all, tired of pretending, tired of faking a smile, tired of being a slave at a job I hate. tired of fucking everything. We will make it, I can see the finish line...

 

[TBONTB]

Waiting for my isotonitazepyne to come in the mail still.... feels like the day can't come fast enough. I plan on driving back to my home state, getting a hotel room and then ill be at peace. Its been a long 4-5 years of torment, failing at numerous attempts and trying to find a method that will work best for me. Freedom feels so close yet so far away... I am just tired of it all, tired of pretending, tired of faking a smile, tired of being a slave at a job I hate. tired of fucking everything. We will make it, I can see the finish line...

Oh hey, you are trying again. Hope you find peace.

 

[plzoffme]

Oh hey, you are trying again. Hope you find peace.

Thank you friend :)

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of suffering, I also just wish to be free from it all, I hope you find the peace from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[plzoffme]

I really understand feeling so tired of suffering, I also just wish to be free from it all, I hope you find the peace from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.

Thank you FuneralCry :) I have been om this site since 2022 and have read a lot of your post. A lot of them made my day better because I could relate and knew i was not alone. I hope you find peace too my friend.