That's very noble but you are not helping me.
I live in the U.S. where guns are like getting a loaf of bread. so, guns? Sure, why not! SN sure why not!
If one has 50k and is wondering how to burn it up trying to commit suicide, at least for me, it is a huge waste of money that could be used to help some poor child fighting like cancer or the like.
In context, unless someone is going to enjoy a long holiday then "move on" (ctb) spending it to travel to another country for a gun or what not is, in my point of view, a waste.
You mentioned, " would you travel to any place where you cannot do a smooth ctb. Since it was presented as asking for opinions and/or viewpoints. that is what I gave.
I care about you, and I want you to be happy, no matter what about ANY circumstances in life, ctb, boy/girlfriend, no matter what, I was just thinking of using the money for a better purpose.
I have seen what happens when someone "tried" to use a gun to ctb and missed and took off part of their face AND brain. Living like a vegetable is no way to go through life. Same as overdosing, get it wrong and live with damaged organs. I have seen folks who have had serve liver damage and where in the hospital dying from liver failure, and seeing them with yellow skin, yellow eyes and in pain till the last breath, no thank you.
I am older and I mention this ONLY because I have seen through the decades a lot of situations that GOD help me, I would NEVER EVER want to be in, much less be in because of my own hand, NOPE!
Walter
I wish nothing but the very best for you always, hugs and love my friend.