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deathisapanacea

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If you had a CTB budget of $50k+, but you live in a gun controlled country, would your CTB method be any different than SN or hanging ? Would you travel to any place where you cannot do a smooth CTB ? Asking this for myself.
 
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moonflow3r

moonflow3r

Knocking on heaven’s door
Oct 6, 2023
169
id buy myself some nice vacation to a tropical country then get some hard drugs n die while high
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Sarco pod in the woods. Then I would ask them to take me out of the pod and just leave me there.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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If I had 50k $ "CTB-Budget" I wouldn't be suicidal at all ^^
 
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PrismHon

PrismHon

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With that budget, I think I would do the full Dignitas, with some left over for bribes if need be 😆
 
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SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

Suicide enthusiast
Sep 11, 2022
217
Hire someone to kill me or bribe someone to give me Nembutal or buy a bunch of benzodiazepines
 
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Subhumano

I dont have friends
Apr 20, 2025
93
I would gamble it
 
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aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

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Mar 28, 2025
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If you had a CTB budget of $50k+, but you live in a gun controlled country, would your CTB method be any different than SN or hanging ? Would you travel to any place where you cannot do a smooth CTB ? Asking this for myself.
If I had that much money to CTB, I would go for euthanasia cause then I can afford it. Or pay someone to kill me lol

It's so stupid though because I found out that supposedly hitmen don't want to help someone suicide. Supposedly Angelina Jolie was really depressed and suicidal at one point, and she tried hiring a hitman to kill her. But, he denied her request like wtf
 
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deathisapanacea

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Mar 10, 2025
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Hire someone to kill me or bribe someone to give me Nembutal or buy a bunch of benzodiazepines
Where or how would you hire an assassin ?
If I had that much money to CTB, I would go for euthanasia cause then I can afford it. Or pay someone to kill me lol

It's so stupid though because I found out that supposedly hitmen don't want to help someone suicide. Supposedly Angelina Jolie was really depressed and suicidal at one point, and she tried hiring a hitman to kill her. But, he denied her request like wtf
Where can we get euthanized by paying some money?
With that budget, I think I would do the full Dignitas, with some left over for bribes if need be 😆
doesn't dignitas have a laundry list of eligibility criteria for candidates ?
 
lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
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thats one of the most intresting questions i have seen so far 😭 i think i would just rent a plane , go to an altitude where i faint and the rest is self explanatory
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I've actually thought about this method several times. I'm not kidding. Since you're offering me a $50,000 budget. I'd take a plane and then I'd jump out of it at around 20,000 feet or something.No parachute, of course.
thats one of the most intresting questions i have seen so far 😭 i think i would just rent a plane , go to an altitude where i faint and the rest is self explanatory
Damn, I swear that I didn't see your post. Maybe we could pool our 50K each and get the best plane possible. I'll jump off 1st and then you can do your thing.😂
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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50K, I would donate all of it to children's medical help and hang myself, BUT tell the police where my body would be so that they could try and get it in time to donate whatever from me that could be used

Walter
 
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deathisapanacea

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50K, I would donate all of it to children's medical help and hang myself, BUT tell the police where my body would be so that they could try and get it in time to donate whatever from me that could be used

Walter
That's very noble but you are not helping me. 😃
 
cme-dme

cme-dme

Ready to go to bed
Feb 1, 2025
401
It's so stupid though because I found out that supposedly hitmen don't want to help someone suicide. Supposedly Angelina Jolie was really depressed and suicidal at one point, and she tried hiring a hitman to kill her. But, he denied her request like wtf
Well ya see, murder is okay but suicide is going too far buddy!
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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That's very noble but you are not helping me. 😃
I live in the U.S. where guns are like getting a loaf of bread. so, guns? Sure, why not! SN sure why not!

If one has 50k and is wondering how to burn it up trying to commit suicide, at least for me, it is a huge waste of money that could be used to help some poor child fighting like cancer or the like.

In context, unless someone is going to enjoy a long holiday then "move on" (ctb) spending it to travel to another country for a gun or what not is, in my point of view, a waste.

You mentioned, " would you travel to any place where you cannot do a smooth ctb. Since it was presented as asking for opinions and/or viewpoints. that is what I gave.

I care about you, and I want you to be happy, no matter what about ANY circumstances in life, ctb, boy/girlfriend, no matter what, I was just thinking of using the money for a better purpose.

I have seen what happens when someone "tried" to use a gun to ctb and missed and took off part of their face AND brain. Living like a vegetable is no way to go through life. Same as overdosing, get it wrong and live with damaged organs. I have seen folks who have had serve liver damage and where in the hospital dying from liver failure, and seeing them with yellow skin, yellow eyes and in pain till the last breath, no thank you.

I am older and I mention this ONLY because I have seen through the decades a lot of situations that GOD help me, I would NEVER EVER want to be in, much less be in because of my own hand, NOPE!

Walter

I wish nothing but the very best for you always, hugs and love my friend.
 
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divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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Travel to a nice island and ctb with pure fentanyl
 
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cowboypants

cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
410
With that level of money I would either do assisted euthanasia or if I have motivation to really live for a few more years IDK just enjoy food and travel.
 
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mirage

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Nov 18, 2024
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Personally would just spend $20 on a rope but as you don't want to then $200 on a helium tank. Not paying $10,000 to die 😂
 
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aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

Experienced
Mar 28, 2025
242
Where or how would you hire an assassin ?

Where can we get euthanized by paying some money?

doesn't dignitas have a laundry list of eligibility criteria for candidates ?
There's places like Pegasos or Dignitas but you have to pay thousands of dollars for it. There were supposedly 2 sisters who decided to kill themselves over back pain and chronic migraines using euthanasia overseas.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

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Mar 15, 2025
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I'd hire a hitman. But I have no idea how to do that.
 
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username12345

Student
Aug 18, 2024
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If you had a CTB budget of $50k+, but you live in a gun controlled country, would your CTB method be any different than SN or hanging ? Would you travel to any place where you cannot do a smooth CTB ? Asking this for myself.
I think if most people had $50,000 just laying around most of their issues would be solved…
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

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Apr 21, 2025
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Should be able to get a black market shotgun with a couple of shells.. end of story.
 
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imOK

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Apr 10, 2025
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The fun thing is that 50k is objectively not even that much. Can't really do anything too extravagant and maintain it for any length of time on that money. Isn't it totally fucked?

I'd go with assisted suicide in switzerland personally. It's at least enough money to find a few doctors who'll give you the right papers for it. IMO, that's the real reason you hear stories like "got approved because of backpain" these people had the money to pay the right people to make it watertight. I honestly did in my research not get the best impression of these organisations. They need more transparent processes and better PR IMO. They already exist in a weird fringe place in society (since esp. western society does not accept death in any form, at all) and they don't even attempt to really make it better. I don't know why that is.

Second option, find a trustworthy person to go to S. America for N and bring it back. I'd go myself but I hate traveling and wouldn't even know where to.
 
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Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
836
50k would solve a lot of my problems lmao. I probably wouldn't even be wanting to ctb. But even if I wanted to, I'd bribe some vet and get my hands on some N, travel somewhere nice and die with a nice view.
 
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notreallybored

Student
Nov 26, 2024
164
The fun thing is that 50k is objectively not even that much. Can't really do anything too extravagant and maintain it for any length of time on that money. Isn't it totally fucked?
ב''ה, price the cost of sustaining even one other life for notional companionship/society while.
 
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