endless-void
Void
- Jul 31, 2023
- 44
Why are you guys suicidal? I feel like I'm not here for the same reason as the rest although I do want to commit suicide any time soon. Or not soon. I just can't see myself dying from there reason besides suicide.
Before you ask me: no, I'm not on any meds and I've never been diagnosed with anything in these past years.
I am sad but not depressed, although I do get really really sad sometimes. But the issue is that I feel like I'm going insane. I'm not right in the head. I ridiculice myself in the most embarrassing ways you could think of and I still don't give a shit. I am ruining my life and I find joy in that. I think suicide is the only way to stop this. I am really impulsive and I can't enjoy anything I do that doesn't include hurting myself.
I just wanted to see if anyone else feels like this. I want to be understood by someone who struggles the same way I do.
Before you ask me: no, I'm not on any meds and I've never been diagnosed with anything in these past years.
I am sad but not depressed, although I do get really really sad sometimes. But the issue is that I feel like I'm going insane. I'm not right in the head. I ridiculice myself in the most embarrassing ways you could think of and I still don't give a shit. I am ruining my life and I find joy in that. I think suicide is the only way to stop this. I am really impulsive and I can't enjoy anything I do that doesn't include hurting myself.
I just wanted to see if anyone else feels like this. I want to be understood by someone who struggles the same way I do.
