Venting Crying my eyes out

[yeti]

I am lying in bed crying seeing old pictures when I used to be happy. I cant believe I was so happy. Now same pictures hurt so much. I see my daughter in my arms , carrying her. Life has changed so much. I dont remember when was the last time I smiled.

This pain is so much , it's hard to bear . Oh God please forgive me . Please keep everyone safe and I regret for my sins. I was not a bad human but circumstances and my wrong decision made me one.


I can't take it anymore. Please , it should end now cant go more. I am tired , heart broken and feeling so sad

 

[outrider567]

I am lying in bed crying seeing old pictures when I used to be happy. I cant believe I was so happy. Now same pictures hurt so much. I see my daughter in my arms , carrying her. Life has changed so much. I dont remember when was the last time I smiled.

This pain is so much , it's hard to bear . Oh God please forgive me . Please keep everyone safe and I regret for my sins. I was not a bad human but circumstances and my wrong decision made me one.


I can't take it anymore. Please , it should end now cant go more. I am tired , heart broken and feeling so sad

I cannot look at any pictures of Patti or my brother, I would break down like you

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is such a cruel existence that brings people to this point and it's horrific how so much endless pain exists in the world. It must be really hard to deal with being trapped in that unbearable situation, so I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[Lonerzepam]

Yeah it makes me really sad too to look at old pictures before live turned like this...
You're not alone if that helps you in any way ❤

 

[pauly1963]

I am lying in bed crying seeing old pictures when I used to be happy. I cant believe I was so happy. Now same pictures hurt so much. I see my daughter in my arms , carrying her. Life has changed so much. I dont remember when was the last time I smiled.

This pain is so much , it's hard to bear . Oh God please forgive me . Please keep everyone safe and I regret for my sins. I was not a bad human but circumstances and my wrong decision made me one.


I can't take it anymore. Please , it should end now cant go more. I am tired , heart broken and feeling so sad

Every human in this dreadful world is a victim of circumstances, and it is often difficult to make the right choices. Please don't be too hard on yourself. Hugs.

 

[savoytruffle]

Lots of love, going through this as well