Cry Room Megathread

[Un-]

I haven't cried, but I'm overwhelmed in stress.. life is crumbling much faster than it is building. To top it off, I really don't want to lose this site. I don't want to lose the people here.. heh.. im nothing without this place. I don't know how to live.. I'm looking at my future, and I see nothing. Blank. I don't know what it means. Sigh..

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Can't cry. Numb to most everything.

 

[Un-]

Just been.. Feeling god awful. Pain. Emotional pain.. Loneliness just amplifies it. No. It's not loneliness. It's the lack of attention from a specific person. Sigh.

 

[outrider567]

Still get tears in my eyes each day

Just been.. Feeling god awful. Pain. Emotional pain.. Loneliness just amplifies it. No. It's not loneliness. It's the lack of attention from a specific person. Sigh.

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nice pics, I feel like I'm looking into a mirror

 

[Freebird4567]

I cry most days about various things, I cry for the happy life I'll never have, I cry about all the trauma that has happened to me, I cry because I'm still alive.

 

[Un-]

Now that I'm out of school, my days just seem more emptier. I never realised that I used school as a way to.. I don't know.. Fill my days I suppose. I hate it with everything I have, but.. Now I'm rendered to staring at my ceiling, trapped in my suicidal thoughts all day. There's no life in that.

There's no life in anything I'm doing. Years will pass, and my thoughts will grow worse, and my loneliness will increase, and my self pity and envy of others will increase, and more tears will stream down my face, and I'll isolate myself more from living because it's painful...

My view on life constantly changes.. But one thing is for certain: you only get older. You only get older..

 

[Ultracheese]

I'm crying wishing I would've been the one who died instead of my friend. It hurts being the only one who cares. He deserved more than the world gave him, and it hurts that even love wasn't enough. It's been a year since he passed and I miss and think about him every day.

 

[almaranthine]

crying because I will end up losing my cat after my lease ends, crying because I will lose my housing, crying because my only option if I choose to keep living is to go move to my uncle's house and he has been abusive to me in the past, even assaulted me twice, crying because I wish I was living at my mom's, still working my old job, decorating for Christmas together and watching stupid movies, walking together and looking at the neighborhood Christmas lights, but no, that reality is gone and I am all alone in this shitty apartment that I can no longer afford. Crying because I didn't want my life to be like this.

 

[Dizzylady80]

Crying because my pain levels are so high rn I can't sleep

 

[Venus13]

I cried as hard as I could today. I cried about all my biggest issues in life. I cried like there was no hope and no fight left in me to face it.

It was not productive I would say. I was hoping for a proper release. I'm left in a little more ambiguous state of mind than when I started. I feel real though, this is my truth. I'm trying to not run away anymore. Hurts like hell.

 

[MissingThyme]

My former significant other said something cruel and, when I got upset, said, "It's not my [her] problem." This was after a discussion which indicated that I am losing ground with the person I still love and I feel like they're moving on as well. We'd talked about the marriage being over and we needed to figure out how to be friends again, but I don't think she's willing or able to put the effort into it all over again when she has other people that are so much easier than I am.

She's going to see in just a few minutes, I think, since we have a check-in scheduled. I think I can pretend that I'll be okay in the long run, though.

 

[bloop714]

I don't cry, I don't know why, I can't even console someone(maybe because I don't cry at all, when I do I don't want anyone to see me in that state, and just a little trigger causes it, so I expect same from others too maybe, idk)

 

[Unattainable666]

Post here if you're crying about something.. What are you crying about? What have you recently cried about? The little thing that broke you today..
Hopefully this comes across as a big internet-hug. I know I could use something like this - somewhere to say that I'm crying. I don't have people I'm comfortable of telling this to. And many don't know how to comfort me. So just the idea of being seen is enough for me. Hopefully it helps people too.

I found out recently that my beloved cat who has been in my life for 14 years is dying of liver cancer. She has been my best friend for all this time. Her love is unconditional. I will not survive her passing.