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luciusblack

New Member
May 7, 2024
4
SH options I've heard are pretty limited I've done basically all
eg:
Cutting
Burning
Self induced vomiting
Suffocation
Ect.
And some of my own, I'm looking for something new with higher satisfaction not necessarily more pain. Something that knocks you out without killing you.
 
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SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

Suicide enthusiast
Sep 11, 2022
394
i don't think there's much of anything else if you've tried all of that. I mean, drinking can knock you out but for me it never hit the same as cutting. What exactly are you looking for in terms of satisfaction? Is it like when you cut and you need to go deeper because you don't get that adrenaline rush?

just assuming based on my experience.
 
LastNite

LastNite

I love you!
Mar 31, 2025
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When I was a kid I used to fill like a bucket of water or when Im showering I'd fill my hands up and put my head inside for 30 seconds. It's not really self-harm but it feels like a near death experience. Something even more brutal is covering your face with a T shirt or some cloth and letting water pour on you. It simulates drowning but it isn't really drowning.

In my opinion this is just a fun thing not really harmful like cutting or burning just know your limit first to not overdo it.
 
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luciusblack

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May 7, 2024
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i don't think there's much of anything else if you've tried all of that. I mean, drinking can knock you out but for me it never hit the same as cutting. What exactly are you looking for in terms of satisfaction? Is it like when you cut and you need to go deeper because you don't get that adrenaline rush?

just assuming based on my experience.
Yeah like that, and suffocation also are my tops! also drinking isn't for me either lol.
I guess I'm asking because I surprisingly don't want to die currently, and cutting & suffocation can lack satisfactory without getting risky. So I'm looking for an alternative that has higher satisfaction before getting extreme. Not sure if it exists but maybe someone's creative enough out there lol!
When I was a kid I used to fill like a bucket of water or when Im showering I'd fill my hands up and put my head inside for 30 seconds. It's not really self-harm but it feels like a near death experience. Something even more brutal is covering your face with a T shirt or some cloth and letting water pour on you. It simulates drowning but it isn't really drowning.

In my opinion this is just a fun thing not really harmful like cutting or burning just know your limit first to not overdo it.
Interesting... thanks!
When I was a kid I used to fill like a bucket of water or when Im showering I'd fill my hands up and put my head inside for 30 seconds. It's not really self-harm but it feels like a near death experience. Something even more brutal is covering your face with a T shirt or some cloth and letting water pour on you. It simulates drowning but it isn't really drowning.

In my opinion this is just a fun thing not really harmful like cutting or burning just know your limit first to not overdo it.
Interesting... thanks!
When I was a kid I used to fill like a bucket of water or when Im showering I'd fill my hands up and put my head inside for 30 seconds. It's not really self-harm but it feels like a near death experience. Something even more brutal is covering your face with a T shirt or some cloth and letting water pour on you. It simulates drowning but it isn't really drowning.

In my opinion this is just a fun thing not really harmful like cutting or burning just know your limit first to not overdo it.
Interesting... thanks!
 
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eattwinkiesseejesus

Praying for death to a God that doesn't answer
Jan 18, 2025
130
My sh go tos these days are beating the hell out myself in places people can't see, starving myself, pushing myself to work beyond my limits during the heat of the day, and over the counter pill od cocktails..amongst other things. I was addicted to cutting some years ago but shifted sh methods later to avoid gaining unwanted attention after having kids.

Hitting myself simultaneously provides the rush and the calm and the pill cocktails quiet the demons in my mind- a sort of euphoric, out of touch feeling when done right.
 
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