Discussion cowardice and hesitation?

[writhe]

In a previous thread I talked about how I've been wanting to do it since I was 9, and I really do think I am just wasting time until the day I do it, but I'm so scared. Why am i so scared? Having a clear method laid out for me just makes the whole thing so much more real and terrifying to me but I genuinely see no other way. How do I overcome these fears so I can set myself free? Does anyone have any advice or should I just try to desensitize myself? Am i just a coward?

 

[LostZombie]

It's human instinct to survive, and it's why we have our irrational fear of death, but it's normal to feel like that. All of that is perfectly normal so you are no coward, you are just human; furthermore I would advise you better understand why you feel the way you feel when thinking about your end. If you figure out those emotions I believe that it allow you to make the best, most well informed choice on whether to CTB or not.