newave3
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When do you have to go back to telesales job?
When do you have to go back to telesales job?
ClownMe
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newave3
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Holy shit, I just looked out the window. It's actually snowing here. They've been talking about a record snow drought in the NYC. We haven't had a measurable snow event since last March. It looks nice.
Holy shit, I just looked out the window. It's actually snowing here. They've been talking about a record snow drought in the NYC. We haven't had a measurable snow event since last March. It looks nice.
ClownMe
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newave3
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666....the sign of the devil.
It still nighttime here, so the picture came out too dark. I will take a picture when it gets light out and send it to you.
666....the sign of the devil.
It still nighttime here, so the picture came out too dark. I will take a picture when it gets light out and send it to you.
ClownMe
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much appreciated. How's your suicidal thoughts as of late? If you dont mind me asking. As you can probably tell, mine are really bad. If Frankie wasn't still here I think id be gone after how the last few days have played out.
much appreciated. How's your suicidal thoughts as of late? If you dont mind me asking. As you can probably tell, mine are really bad. If Frankie wasn't still here I think id be gone after how the last few days have played out.
newave3
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The suicidal thoughts never leave. They ebb and flow. Sometimes they are very strong, like when I first wake up. That's the worst time. Otherwise, I don't think about it too much, but if something bad were to happen to me, the urge to end it all would be stronger than ever.
The suicidal thoughts never leave. They ebb and flow. Sometimes they are very strong, like when I first wake up. That's the worst time. Otherwise, I don't think about it too much, but if something bad were to happen to me, the urge to end it all would be stronger than ever.
ClownMe
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newave3
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To tell you the truth, I'm at a loss for words. Your job and living situation are not good, but there is no way in hell I want to see you end your life. There is something out there for you. I know it.
To tell you the truth, I'm at a loss for words. Your job and living situation are not good, but there is no way in hell I want to see you end your life. There is something out there for you. I know it.
ClownMe
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I wish i could say I share your optimism but im losing hope with each day that goes by.
I wish i could say I share your optimism but im losing hope with each day that goes by.
newave3
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Some people rely on their sense of humor to get them through life and you have a tremendous sense of humor.
Some people rely on their sense of humor to get them through life and you have a tremendous sense of humor.
ClownMe
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If only i could become a stand up comedian
If only i could become a stand up comedian
newave3
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I'm trying to encourage you at the risk of sounding like one of those stupid suicide hotlines or some worthless therapist.
I'm trying to encourage you at the risk of sounding like one of those stupid suicide hotlines or some worthless therapist.
ClownMe
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I just dont wanna get your hopes up thinking ill stay alive for much longer because as I said, just being realistic, im screwed. Cant even remember the last time i had a "good day".
I just dont wanna get your hopes up thinking ill stay alive for much longer because as I said, just being realistic, im screwed. Cant even remember the last time i had a "good day".
newave3
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What would constitute a good day?
What would constitute a good day?
ClownMe
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I wouldn't even know. I suppose getting to the end of a day and not wanting to blow my brains out.
I wouldn't even know. I suppose getting to the end of a day and not wanting to blow my brains out.
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newave3
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I concentrate on the things that I like in life. The taste of food, cold weather, pretty girls, good movies, sleeping, talking to my family, driving around in my old car.
My father liked working. I remember him telling me he liked to work because he could concentrate on other people's problems instead of his own.
I concentrate on the things that I like in life. The taste of food, cold weather, pretty girls, good movies, sleeping, talking to my family, driving around in my old car.
My father liked working. I remember him telling me he liked to work because he could concentrate on other people's problems instead of his own.
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newave3
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To me or you, it would be boring. He did clerical work for the Department of State. When he retired from that at 55, he was incredibly bored without a job to go to, so he worked another 20 years as head of a mailroom at a large international bank in Manhattan. Again, nothing too exciting, but he loved it.
To me or you, it would be boring. He did clerical work for the Department of State. When he retired from that at 55, he was incredibly bored without a job to go to, so he worked another 20 years as head of a mailroom at a large international bank in Manhattan. Again, nothing too exciting, but he loved it.
ClownMe
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Did he like that type of role in particular? For example, do you think if he was an electrician or any other occupation entirely that he would've enjoyed work as much as he did? So much so that he'd come out of retirement for it?
Me personally, ive never had a job where I would've come out of retirement for it, or kept working it if I would've won the lotto.
Did he like that type of role in particular? For example, do you think if he was an electrician or any other occupation entirely that he would've enjoyed work as much as he did? So much so that he'd come out of retirement for it?
Me personally, ive never had a job where I would've come out of retirement for it, or kept working it if I would've won the lotto.
newave3
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Excellent question. No, he loved what he was doing. He loved to organize things. As supervisor, he could arrange the operation of the mailroom as he wanted it.
He was never a mechanical, handyman type person. I can see the same exact traits in my brother. He is very organized and hates getting his hands dirty.
Excellent question. No, he loved what he was doing. He loved to organize things. As supervisor, he could arrange the operation of the mailroom as he wanted it.
He was never a mechanical, handyman type person. I can see the same exact traits in my brother. He is very organized and hates getting his hands dirty.
ClownMe
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When did your dad pass away if you dont mind me asking? Was it recent?
I wanna believe there's a dream job like that out there for everyone but statistically speaking it's just not possible which is why I highly doubt things will get better for me.
When did your dad pass away if you dont mind me asking? Was it recent?
I wanna believe there's a dream job like that out there for everyone but statistically speaking it's just not possible which is why I highly doubt things will get better for me.
newave3
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My father died almost 23 years ago. I watched him walk across the living room floor and just drop. He was having a massive heart attack. I called the ambulance but by the time they arrived, he was dead.
Yes, a dream job is very elusive. Most people despise their work.
My father died almost 23 years ago. I watched him walk across the living room floor and just drop. He was having a massive heart attack. I called the ambulance but by the time they arrived, he was dead.
Yes, a dream job is very elusive. Most people despise their work.
ClownMe
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Well that's absolutely terrifying, im sorry you had to go through that. You'd still have a lot of trauma from that id imagine?
Hopefully it wasnt too painful for him.
Well that's absolutely terrifying, im sorry you had to go through that. You'd still have a lot of trauma from that id imagine?
Hopefully it wasnt too painful for him.
newave3
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I think watching my mother die was worse. I don't even want to think about it. That was about 13 years ago.
I think heart attacks are extremely painful, but ( I'm not sure about this) they seem to happen quickly and if they are bad enough, a person dies rather quickly.
I think watching my mother die was worse. I don't even want to think about it. That was about 13 years ago.
I think heart attacks are extremely painful, but ( I'm not sure about this) they seem to happen quickly and if they are bad enough, a person dies rather quickly.
ClownMe
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Were you closer with your mother or was her death sadder due to the circumstances of her death?
Were you closer with your mother or was her death sadder due to the circumstances of her death?
newave3
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The circumstances were much sadder. She smoked all her life and developed COPD. The many episodes of me having to call an ambulance because she was having a lot of difficulty breathing were terrifying.
At least with my father, it was quick. It's actually how I would like to go.
The circumstances were much sadder. She smoked all her life and developed COPD. The many episodes of me having to call an ambulance because she was having a lot of difficulty breathing were terrifying.
At least with my father, it was quick. It's actually how I would like to go.
ClownMe
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