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[Sphinxi]

129,446: I had tried some sweetened cacao liquor recently (forgot to mention I only turned 18 a week ago lol) which was actually alright, Burnt my throat a little however. Also interesting to hear you have vineyards with your family, wonder if they are baristers?

Maybe try a sugary mixer, like juice or soda? I don't know what you mean by baristers... but I probably shouldn't go into too much detail about my family lol

 

[Always-in-trouble]

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Night, Amor.

I felt like a CIA member under a non-disclosure contract watching that conversation... Believe it or not, I actually know somebody here who hated her to the core and is glad she's gone. So, not everyone. But I will be very merciful and nice to them, and not reveal their identity! (If you're reading this: It is very like you to stalk me. I could pinch your cheek.)

I don't think you have as much of a presence in the community to garner that kind of reaction, but if it's worth anything (I heavily doubt it is), I would be earnestly upset to see you go. It's not every day that I meet a fellow freak, and I've loved our conversations.

129:445: Lol, society really likes to baby below 18s and then randomly switch up and go cold turkey a doo (Though this is more legal reasons on this site. any random grifter could cause dumb havoc finding a nearly 18 year old minor is on here).. On a real note, how often do people ctb here without any goodbye posts? I would probably be one of them if I do decide to go with it as I am skittish about opening my emotions and feel really guilty about myself a lot.

Maybe try a sugary mixer, like juice or soda? I don't know what you mean by baristers... but I probably shouldn't go into too much detail about my family lol

I meant people who sell drinks at bars lol. Fair if you want to keep privacy.

 

[Sphinxi]

I meant people who sell drinks at bars lol. Fair if you want to keep privacy.

Ohh lol. My brother was a bartender for a while, but the wine business is mostly just the vinyards and bottling, I think. I never really asked too much about it
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[Always-in-trouble]

Ohh lol. My brother was a bartender for a while, but the wine business is mostly just the vinyards and bottling, I think. I never really asked too much about it
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129,447: That's the term. I just thought it would make sense at least one would try to have a go

 

[Arvayn]

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129:445: Lol, society really likes to baby below 18s and then randomly switch up and go col turkey a doo. On a real note, how often do people ctb here without any goodbye posts? I would probably be one of them if I do decide to go with it as I am skittish about opening my emotions and feel really guilty about myself a lot.

Don't you know? Everyone who is younger than 18 is a bumbling, mental degenerate completely incapable of any rational thought and utterly unaware of themselves to the point of helplessness. On the other hand, the very second that your 18th birthday hits, you become fully capable of making rational decisions about your life and will never make a wrong decision ever. You instantly gain all maturity and become a paragon of wisdom and knowledge, the true congregation of the very concepts of experience and intuition.
Anyone who is discriminated against based on age is not a victim in any way, but anyone whose wishes are respected regardless of age is always a victim without fail. Also, whether someone has been harmed is NOT influenced in ANY way, shape or form by whether that person even believes themselves to have been harmed.
This is all scientific fact. Them's the rules, them's the truth.

My own jokes aside: We don't really have a way to know how often people kill themselves without announcing others, for obvious reasons, but I'd reckon that it is actually the majority of the userbase here that goes through with it. The vast, vast majority of users are lurkers; a lot of them are guests, and not even registered members.

 

[Sphinxi]

That's the term. I just thought it would make sense at least one would try to have a go

He did a lot of random stuff while he was sober. I miss him.
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[Xi-Xi]

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[Arvayn]

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[Always-in-trouble]

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Don't you know? Everyone who is younger than 18 is a bumbling, mental degenerate completely incapable of any rational thought and utterly unaware of themselves to the point of helplessness. On the other hand, the very second that your 18th birthday hits, you become fully capable of making rational decisions about your life and will never make a wrong decision ever. You instantly gain all maturity and become a paragon of wisdom and knowledge, the true congregation of the very concepts of experience and intuition.
Anyone who is discriminated against based on age is not a victim in any way, but anyone whose wishes are respected regardless of age is always a victim without fail. Also, whether someone has been harmed is NOT influenced in ANY way, shape or form by whether that person even believes themselves to have been harmed.
This is all scientific fact. Them's the rules, them's the truth.

My own jokes aside: We don't really have a way to know how often people kill themselves without announcing others, for obvious reasons, but I'd reckon that it is actually the majority of the userbase here that goes through with it. The vast, vast majority of users are lurkers; a lot of them are guests, and not even registered members.

129,446: Triple that with with autism and lack of trust from superiors and you get a free fruit of a child that you can get frustrated and assert dominance over at any time - he is surely too stupid to do it on his own wthout our lovely ''guidance'' (still having to have custodio on from my last care placement is annoying alright...having to use my goddammed NinSwitch dns exploit which boots me off every 20 mins to avoid alerting them.) Also yeah, you don't have full samples since guests automatically log off after recieving the information. I am being a lot more active here though from being a lurker before, so I guess it depends if people here would rememeber me or not.

 

[U. A.]

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Dude... You signed up when you were 17 years and 363 days old? Banned. Unacceptable.

Sharp.

 

[Sphinxi]

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Drank too much I think, this kant guy is starting to make skme sense

 

[U. A.]

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Ah, Kant. Only tolerable through a haze of inebriation.

 

[Xi-Xi]

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[U. A.]

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gratuity point for shit disturbing

 

[Sphinxi]

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Ah, Kant. Only tolerable through a haze of inebriation.

To be fair, his aesthetic philosophy is pretty good

 

[Xi-Xi]

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gratuity point for shit disturbing

Idk why, but the words "shit disturbing" are inherently funny to me

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[U. A.]

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it is a good pairing (both kant+booze, and shit+disturbing)

 

[Xi-Xi]

@U. A. I actually had a question for you, if you don't mind me asking?

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[U. A.]

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sure, but depending on what it is, whether i can or will answer i can't guarantee.

 

[Arvayn]

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Drank too much I think, this kant guy is starting to make skme sense

Oh no... Alcohol is referred to as spirits for a reason, you know. The spirit of Kant is compelling you!

 

[Sphinxi]

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it is a good pairing (both kant+booze, and shit+disturbing)

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I am definetly too drunk to read more wof this (took ne 3 tries to type the number out)

 

[U. A.]

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it's ok..put the kant down now.

 

[Sphinxi]

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it's ok..put the kant down now.

Imagining having to tell 12 year old me rhat I would be drunk texting sandtioned-suicide.net in 8 years. I gotta ctb
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[U. A.]

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what's the saying, "it can only get better"? i have done much more shameful, i can tell you this much.

 

[Arvayn]

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I think the craziest thing I could tell my 12 year old self is that one day, he will literally go insane and lose his sense of reality, and then he will die; only to be resuscitated and become a new person after coming out of the psychosis.

I would not explain what is going to cause this, because I think it's good for him that it happens. Instead, he shall live his life in fear for the day of reckoning.

 

[Sphinxi]

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what's the saying, "it can only get better"? i have done much more shameful, i can tell you this much.

I remember being told that it can only get better a whwile ago, and here I am lol. I have done far worse as well. I think that there is a certain kindness in the way you message: detached but attentive. It isna pity that I am a massive coward

 

[Xi-Xi]

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I'm going to hide this one...

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Do you still want to CTB?

I'm pretty sure 12 year old me would react about the same to be being here now. That was the age I started going insane.
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[U. A.]

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[Xi-Xi]

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I'm mostly the same, I no longer attempt to commit CTB, but that doesn't change the fact that I really want to. I plan to die with one big attempt sometime over this next year, and if that doesn't work, then I'll consider living.

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[Sphinxi]

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I am sorry dor hetting the number wrong