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HyperEclipse

HyperEclipse

Longing for death but lacks the motivation
Jun 16, 2023
40
I'm not sure how to get my hands on sodium nitrate. It's not readily available in its pure form, especially not in a store. I find it hard to locate a reliable source online too. One that's real and not expensive. And ordering online leaves the chance of someone finding it. I'm aware that plant fertilizers can have sodium nitrate. But I'm not sure if it would be a large enough amount or how pure it would be. Not sure how toxic the other chemicals involved would be.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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It's sodium nitrite that is commonly used to CTB- not nitrate. I'm afraid I don't know how you'd extract either though. Obtaining nitrate also runs the risk of authorities becoming suspicious I imagine- as- that can be used to make explosives. Like I say though- I don't really know enough.
 
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HyperEclipse

HyperEclipse

Longing for death but lacks the motivation
Jun 16, 2023
40
It's sodium nitrite that is commonly used to CTB- not nitrate. I'm afraid I don't know how you'd extract either though. Obtaining nitrate also runs the risk of authorities becoming suspicious I imagine- as- that can be used to make explosives. Like I say though- I don't really know enough.
Nitrate is another common plant fertilizer ingredient. But sometimes they have sodium nitrate as well. I wasn't planning on extracting, rather just consuming the fertilizer. That gives you a cocktail of toxic chemicals, but I'm not sure if it's toxic enough.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Nitrate is another common plant fertilizer ingredient. But sometimes they have sodium nitrate as well. I wasn't planning on extracting, rather just consuming the fertilizer. That gives you a cocktail of toxic chemicals, but I'm not sure if it's toxic enough.
well, that's very slow and painful, not appealing to me ^^. There are way better methods.
 
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HyperEclipse

HyperEclipse

Longing for death but lacks the motivation
Jun 16, 2023
40
well, that's very slow and painful, not appealing to me ^^. There are way better methods.
But the problem is availability of those methods. And I tend to lean towards self- poisoning and violent methods because that's what comes easy to me.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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But the problem is availability of those methods. And I tend to lean towards self- poisoning and violent methods because that's what comes easy to me.
Yes I understand that. But then instead of hours or several days of suffering, I would really consindering hanging or the CO method using charcoal, and those needed utilities aren't restricted anywhere, afaik. But anyway that's just my opinion and whatever you decide is your own decision and will.
 
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