Considering New Method

[lilurki]

After finding out my preferred method isn't reasonably or realistically attainable, sigh I still dream of her my cold metal goddess of deliverance, I am now considering hanging. I plan on hanging myself off a bridge, I know the bridge I want to do it off of but am at a loss of what knots I will need to learn how to do as well as what material, length, and width of rope I would need for something like this. Forever kicking myself for getting myself put in an involuntary hold like an idiot and screwing up my chances of getting a gun. Never wanted to kill myself more, I keep making things WORSE for myself.

 

[MercenariesofMidgar]

Wouldn't you be at risk at getting caught? considering you're in public space and all... for those reasons i swore off drowning. I feel you though, SN is like the only method I'd really do from my options tbh. Hanging makes me scared lol

But I hope nonetheless, that you can find happiness within life <3 rooting for you always

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to be gone, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

A long-drop hanging, with a drop of sufficient distance to cause neck breakage, could be highly successful.

 

[Ferreter]

Yeah I can't get a gun either from an inpatient hold, understandable why obviously. Hope everything works out for you friend.