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Venting Considering just letting myself get worse

MAKE IT STOP!

MAKE IT STOP!

MAKE IT STOP
Feb 11, 2023
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I've tried therapy, meds, ketamine, edibles, and yet I just continue to get worse. I've just looked at screenshots from 2023 and even though my mental health still wasn't good then, I wasn't actively thinking about suicide. I'm considering just letting myself get worse because it feels like the only thing I can become. My now former FP doesn't like me anymore and I don't think I'll get better without her.
 
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