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pretzelsandballoons

pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210
I am a pedophile (Non-offending) i like adults too but having an attraction to minors is very difficult and has played a part in why i stopped going outside.
Same, pretty much. There is something profoundly broken and evil inside me. But I don't know how this affected me. Maintenance cycle. But I do this thing with my hands to make things right again - I intertwine my hands together twice, hold my fingers twice (my left fingers then right.), my left wrist then my right wrist. It's like hand washing. And there's more to it but i cba to explain

I have this fictional person I adore, this guy but I ruined that for myself too.

I'm a terrible person all around and it's totally and 100% romantic to be terrible <33333333
I'm disgusting
I'm disgusting *<3*

Recently, I was hoping/daydreaming that I will barf in my sleep and choke to death after being drunk. I'm still here

Everyday Is The Best Day Of My Life
 
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Sylveon

Sylveon

o7
Oct 10, 2023
517
I (directly or indirectly?) triggered my (former) best friend into self-harming, and I still hate myself for it.
 
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