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asgoodasdead

asgoodasdead

Member
Dec 27, 2025
70
This is not the first time I've practiced. Also I apologize if this is stupid.

I put a lot more weight/pressure than usual while practicing my PSH and immediately both ears are ringing/buzzing. It's been like 20 mins since then and it's still going. Is this what to expect when it's truly time to ctb?
 
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gardenhouse

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2026
438
what is psh? do you mean tinnitus?
 
asgoodasdead

asgoodasdead

Member
Dec 27, 2025
70
Partial suspension hanging. It felt like it while I was doing it. I don't have it normally
 
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itachi uchiha

Member
Apr 23, 2026
13
How are you now I tried it and been suffering from tinnitus since then
 
Heavy_Metals117

Heavy_Metals117

Member
May 24, 2026
46
Is it because of popping blood vessels in the ears or something? I've experienced tinnitus since I was a child but I would hate to fail and it get worse.
 
E4syW3y0u7

E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
237
When i practiced and went kinda hard on it, i had some bubbles of air popping or feeling like a bug was scratching inside my ear for a week, was really annoying/scary...
 
asgoodasdead

asgoodasdead

Member
Dec 27, 2025
70
When i practiced and went kinda hard on it, i had some bubbles of air popping or feeling like a bug was scratching inside my ear for a week, was really annoying/scary...
Sorry to hear that you went through that too :(
 
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