Coming to terms with it being my time soon.

[MicropBaldCurrycel]

If i get all of that, i will still be jealous of young and attractive women. By the time all of that is finished, i'll be borderline 40 and old. It defeats one of the purposes of being female for me. Plus there is no guarantee i'd 100% of the time pass to others, much less to myself.

I understand how you feel, i wish i was born in a different body and had a normal penis but much like you theres nothing i can do.
I can have phalloplasty operation or use a prosthetic penis but it isnt "natural" women have told me they prefer the real flesh thing.
Sometimes i think i should do it and its the closest i can get to being a normal man.
Just like those hormone treatments and surgeries can get you the closest to being a woman.
but idk what to do, i just wish i was a normal man .
also all those surgeries are expensive and painful and complicated.
i have no bulge in my pants only a weird sticking out horrible ugly tiny shrimp .
i hate going out because of it.
i just dont wana deal with all this anymore.

I truly empathize with you and wish you were born Cis.

I hope you find peace in whatever you decide.

Yours truly
Your friend.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

I understand how you feel, i wish i was born in a different body and had a normal penis but much like you theres nothing i can do.
I can have phalloplasty operation or use a prosthetic penis but it isnt "natural" women have told me they prefer the real flesh thing.
Sometimes i think i should do it and its the closest i can get to being a normal man.
Just like those hormone treatments and surgeries can get you the closest to being a woman.
but idk what to do, i just wish i was a normal man .
also all those surgeries are expensive and painful and complicated.
i have no bulge in my pants only a weird sticking out horrible ugly tiny shrimp .
i hate going out because of it.
i just dont wana deal with all this anymore.

I truly empathize with you and wish you were born Cis.

I hope you find peace in whatever you decide.

Yours truly
Your friend.

It really is tough. I especially don't want to leave the house in the summertime because that is when the beauty of women is magnified. Them being so stylish, showing off their appearance, calling themselves pretty. It makes me extremely dysphoric because I will never have what they have.

My hobbies. Nothing matters anymore. There's just no point. It is all in vein and won't change what I am. Everytime i see a reminder of what i am and what i am not, I want cut myself so much. Sure I have a competitive hobby I am decent at. But it's something i could still be good at even if i was cis-female.

Being male doesn't positively impact my life in the slightest.

 

[rationaltake]

It really is tough. I especially don't want to leave the house in the summertime because that is when the beauty of women is magnified. Them being so stylish, showing off their appearance, calling themselves pretty. It makes me extremely dysphoric because I will never have what they have.

I hate the Summer too for similar reasons.