For me death truly is the only comfort, I find so much comfort in the thought of ceasing to exist as it's the end of suffering in this undesirable and meaningless existence. I never would have wanted or chosen existence in the first place, all that I wish for is to be unconscious for all eternity.
I truly do envy those who no longer exist, they are the only fortunate ones to me as all that I see as desirable is permanent non-existence, it comforts me how once I die existence will no longer be my problem. Death truly is the only peace and relief, I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what, I just wish there's the option to easily die in peace, it'd be so relieving and prevent so much unnecessary suffering.
