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felixwasabsurd

felixwasabsurd

Lover of absurdity
Sep 19, 2023
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I started realizing that I go straight to thoughts of death when I'm going through something, I don't even try to think of anything else I don't stop myself and it works. I can't wait to die anymore, the thought of walking into traffic splitting my head open on a pavement or starving myself to death has been taking over my mind.

Why can't I choose to die in peace, with no pain. I hope there is nothing after death, I don't want to feel anything anymore
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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For me death certainly is the only comfort, I just hate how it's so difficult to die, if there's the option to just permanently and peacefully be free from this existence it would be such a relief as all that's ideal for me is nothingness, it sounds so appealing to fall into an dreamless and eternal sleep.
 
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