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huhokaythen

huhokaythen

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Jul 17, 2024
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second year in college and i literally talk to no one, i have no friends, no one interacts with me, everyone has their own circle so whenever i try and make friends they act as if somethings wrong with me and i'm not someone to be acknowledged it's always so awkward and i find it very hard to fit in. i didn't even do anything wrong, i treat everyone with kindness i just really want some friends.

theres a part of me where i dont need friends because i've gotten used to being alone and feeling lonely that ive decided to just be my own friend because no one truly gets me like i do anyway. its just embarrassing at my age to be so friendless and awkward like i really did try and go out there but man :/
 
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AltF4Mylife

AltF4Mylife

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Oct 10, 2025
52
I feel you. I'm 25 and have no friends too.
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

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May 7, 2025
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Yeah there always has to be people who're excluded it seems.
Although they'd see it as us not behaving in a way that'd make us likeable or approachable.
Some people of course are popular without lifting a finger.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
977
I never even went to college. The reasons for it was the fact that I knew even back then that education means nothing if you have bad luck in life. I was also suicidal back then (a bit less suicidal than now) and I didn't had the energy to do it.
Highschool was the highest education I ever received. I finished some courses for Photoshop and Microsoft Office later on, but I never utilized those skills ever.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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I didn't talk to anyone in college. I didn't have time, really. I worked a full-time job while going to school full-time, also, so there just wasn't time to socialize. I put my head down and just got it done. I don't have any friends now, either, so, I guess, that's not really saying much. 🤷‍♂️
 
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