Hello all!
I suffer with a terrible chronic eye disease . For the last 2 years i have been homebound . It feels like I have clorox in my eyes 24/7. i can barely read or do anything so I struggle even to type this. I've traveled across the world and spend nearly 100k getting the best treatments for my condition but they are very limited . None of the treatments succeeded and i've ran out of options . I'm in my early 20's , and have been told my quality of life is worse than a cancer patients .
My disease will not kill me so i must do it myself as i can't manage another 7 decades this way. I have a noose tied over a door that is very sturdy . i've practiced hanging by it by my hands to text that it wouldn't break or move .
I am looking for any more advice on how to make this successful . My condition already has me in 20/10 pain 24/7 so i can't risk this not working . I have been planning this for months I just am afraid that I will fail .
I suffer with a terrible chronic eye disease . For the last 2 years i have been homebound . It feels like I have clorox in my eyes 24/7. i can barely read or do anything so I struggle even to type this. I've traveled across the world and spend nearly 100k getting the best treatments for my condition but they are very limited . None of the treatments succeeded and i've ran out of options . I'm in my early 20's , and have been told my quality of life is worse than a cancer patients .
My disease will not kill me so i must do it myself as i can't manage another 7 decades this way. I have a noose tied over a door that is very sturdy . i've practiced hanging by it by my hands to text that it wouldn't break or move .
I am looking for any more advice on how to make this successful . My condition already has me in 20/10 pain 24/7 so i can't risk this not working . I have been planning this for months I just am afraid that I will fail .
