Chronic pain

[Funeralprincess]

I have too many health issues at 25, most of which cannot be gotten rid of, but my chest issues caused me to need surgery and of course, I got a doctor who did the surgery to HIS liking instead of MINE, and that's left me with even more issues with my back (you can probably guess what kind of surgery I'm talking about) and now I have worse back issues and the ONLY thing that helps are painkillers and muscle relaxers. My adoptive mom had to sneak me some because she feels horrible with how bad the pain is, and doctors will treat chronic pain people like addicts and make us suffer. I tried the whole "Tylenol" route which didn't fix it. While I'm still alive I'm tempted to just buy muscle relaxers off the dark web I think, because they relax those muscles and put me to sleep so I don't have to endure that fucking pain. I feel so sorry for chronic pain patients and now that I'm in that category, I see how horrible you all are treated. They will make you feel like scum of the earth for wanting pain medicine all because others chose to be selfish and abuse the pills, the rest of us are treated like heathens and addicts. Chronic pain patients are so degraded it's not even funny… I don't know how some have lived their whole life like this, whereas me I haven't… a doctor himself put me in this position and now other doctors essentially tell me I'll have to suffer and that Tylenol does cure severe chronic pain and nerve damage… what kind of fucking system is this? I also looked into suicide rates of people with chronic pain and it makes so much sense… even though I want to die, I cry for the people who had to do it because they just couldn't live with chronic pain, but they loved life. I hate the medical system and I feel people with chronic pain are just washed over and ignored. There isn't enough advocacy in this area of care; you're just painted as an addict and told you need to suck it up and endure what could turn into an even WORSE problem….

I was then told by another doctor who is an "expert in chronic pain" to "run and lift weights" to strengthen my back… the issue is because of medical negligence my spine is VERY messed up and lifting weights and running isn't feasible for me.

 

[jodes2]

Sorry you're struggling with pain Doctors are so stingy with pain meds, it's tiresome. Sorry you're going through this, I hope you manage to get what you need from the DW

 

[FuneralCry]

It's beyond horrifying how the human body can torture us in so many ways. To me it's really not surprising that so many people decide to ctb in an existence that is this cruel. And yet the society still tries to force people to live even if they have to endure so much pain. Such a horrible world we live in.

 

[theboy]

So cruel

 

[Lawliet]

does anyone know what happened to funeralprincess? :(

 

[Cryptonite]

I have too many health issues at 25, most of which cannot be gotten rid of, but my chest issues caused me to need surgery and of course, I got a doctor who did the surgery to HIS liking instead of MINE, and that's left me with even more issues with my back (you can probably guess what kind of surgery I'm talking about) and now I have worse back issues and the ONLY thing that helps are painkillers and muscle relaxers. My adoptive mom had to sneak me some because she feels horrible with how bad the pain is, and doctors will treat chronic pain people like addicts and make us suffer. I tried the whole "Tylenol" route which didn't fix it. While I'm still alive I'm tempted to just buy muscle relaxers off the dark web I think, because they relax those muscles and put me to sleep so I don't have to endure that fucking pain. I feel so sorry for chronic pain patients and now that I'm in that category, I see how horrible you all are treated. They will make you feel like scum of the earth for wanting pain medicine all because others chose to be selfish and abuse the pills, the rest of us are treated like heathens and addicts. Chronic pain patients are so degraded it's not even funny… I don't know how some have lived their whole life like this, whereas me I haven't… a doctor himself put me in this position and now other doctors essentially tell me I'll have to suffer and that Tylenol does cure severe chronic pain and nerve damage… what kind of fucking system is this? I also looked into suicide rates of people with chronic pain and it makes so much sense… even though I want to die, I cry for the people who had to do it because they just couldn't live with chronic pain, but they loved life. I hate the medical system and I feel people with chronic pain are just washed over and ignored. There isn't enough advocacy in this area of care; you're just painted as an addict and told you need to suck it up and endure what could turn into an even WORSE problem….

I was then told by another doctor who is an "expert in chronic pain" to "run and lift weights" to strengthen my back… the issue is because of medical negligence my spine is VERY messed up and lifting weights and running isn't feasible for me.

I feel you, bro. My reason for CTB is also a spinal disease and back pain, caused by misdiagnosis and medical negligence. We also have the same age. We seem to have a lot in common. Please feel free to PM if you'd like to talk.

 

[Lawliet]

I feel you, bro. My reason for CTB is also a spinal disease and back pain, caused by misdiagnosis and medical negligence. We also have the same age. We seem to have a lot in common. Please feel free to PM if you'd like to talk.

her account is deactivated. :(

 

[Cryptonite]

her account is deactivated. :(

I wish she could find relief she deserved

 

[Lawliet]

I wish she could find relief she deserved

i agree, i'm just wondering what happened because there was no goodbye thread

 

[emgrl]

her account is deactivated. :(

How do you know? The line through her name? Sometimes I see people still active with a line through their name, it's always confused me…

 

[Lawliet]

How do you know? The line through her name? Sometimes I see people still active with a line through their name, it's always confused me…

line through her name and she usually has an avatar. cant @ her either

 

[locked*n*loaded]

does anyone know what happened to funeralprincess? :(

Not sure. This seems to have been her last postings in this thread. Not sure if she got banned or what. She did get into it with other users in another thread regarding feminism or something yesterday. Maybe some name calling, too. Usually that's only warnings, though. It's a mystery.

 

[emgrl]

line through her name and she usually has an avatar. cant @ her either

Ohhh, ok, I didn't realize. Hope she's ok.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

How do you know? The line through her name? Sometimes I see people still active with a line through their name, it's always confused me…

Well, that doesn't make sense. I thought a line through name meant deactivated account or banned?

 

[emgrl]

Well, that doesn't make sense. I thought a line through name meant deactivated account or banned?

Maybe I was just looking at older threads and got confused… that's probable

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Maybe I was just looking at older threads and got confused… that's probable

No, I don't think it's you. I'm wondering myself now. Maybe I'm the one confused and that's just as probable.

In the case of the OP in this thread, it is weird that she just seems to have disappeared with no really logical explanation. I think users can deactivate their own accounts by contacting a mod.

 

[emgrl]

No, I don't think it's you. I'm wondering myself now. Maybe I'm the one confused and that's just as probable.

In the case of the OP in this thread, it is weird that she just seems to have disappeared with no really logical explanation. I think users can deactivate their own accounts by contacting a mod.

Hmmmm… maybe they'll be back, then?

 

[Lawliet]

i felt a connection to her. i kind of wish there was a distinction between people who got banned, people who deactivated, and those who had theirs deactivated after a goodbye thread.

 

[emgrl]

i felt a connection to her. i kind of wish there was a distinction between people who got banned, people who deactivated, and those who had theirs deactivated after a goodbye thread.

Maybe try to find the thread @locked*n*loaded was talking about? Might find some clues there? Hopefully, for your sake, she'll be back soon

 

[Lawliet]

Maybe try to find the thread @locked*n*loaded was talking about? Might find some clues there? Hopefully, for your sake, she'll be back soon

i will have to read the whole thing later but it seems like there were agreements in the end. it just sucks when people disappear out of nowhere. thank you for your concern :)

 

[emgrl]

i will have to read the whole thing later but it seems like there were agreements in the end. it just sucks when people disappear out of nowhere. thank you for your concern :)

I get it. You're welcome, good luck!

 

[Hollowillow]

I have too many health issues at 25, most of which cannot be gotten rid of, but my chest issues caused me to need surgery and of course, I got a doctor who did the surgery to HIS liking instead of MINE, and that's left me with even more issues with my back (you can probably guess what kind of surgery I'm talking about) and now I have worse back issues and the ONLY thing that helps are painkillers and muscle relaxers. My adoptive mom had to sneak me some because she feels horrible with how bad the pain is, and doctors will treat chronic pain people like addicts and make us suffer. I tried the whole "Tylenol" route which didn't fix it. While I'm still alive I'm tempted to just buy muscle relaxers off the dark web I think, because they relax those muscles and put me to sleep so I don't have to endure that fucking pain. I feel so sorry for chronic pain patients and now that I'm in that category, I see how horrible you all are treated. They will make you feel like scum of the earth for wanting pain medicine all because others chose to be selfish and abuse the pills, the rest of us are treated like heathens and addicts. Chronic pain patients are so degraded it's not even funny… I don't know how some have lived their whole life like this, whereas me I haven't… a doctor himself put me in this position and now other doctors essentially tell me I'll have to suffer and that Tylenol does cure severe chronic pain and nerve damage… what kind of fucking system is this? I also looked into suicide rates of people with chronic pain and it makes so much sense… even though I want to die, I cry for the people who had to do it because they just couldn't live with chronic pain, but they loved life. I hate the medical system and I feel people with chronic pain are just washed over and ignored. There isn't enough advocacy in this area of care; you're just painted as an addict and told you need to suck it up and endure what could turn into an even WORSE problem….

I was then told by another doctor who is an "expert in chronic pain" to "run and lift weights" to strengthen my back… the issue is because of medical negligence my spine is VERY messed up and lifting weights and running isn't feasible for me.

I'm so sorry... I'm in a lot of pain right now. I'm denied the specialist who could remove my chemical spill from my home. People claim I'm crazy because they can't smell it. I live here, I'm exposed longer... And it's probably in the bath...

I attempted several times... I had pain for years but this is like melting in acid all over... I managed to watch a movie today...

All I can offer you is a healing recipe

Vitamin c for joints, spine disks, heart, stress, everything. No need to exercise to strengthen muscles, just renew cells with extra materials. I use it as a pain killer... Because it heals.

Nerves... Vitamin b. Good to burn energy

I use magnesium as a muscle relaxant.

Pain killers stops healing & makes us more sensitive to pain. They don't work on me. People might not notice and are desperate for extra doses in hope of relief.

Did the stupid doctor made your breasts bigger instead of smaller? Sue. Fucking sue.
Oups I'm late. Can the admin help us know what happened to her?

 

[again_noidea]

I have too many health issues at 25, most of which cannot be gotten rid of, but my chest issues caused me to need surgery and of course, I got a doctor who did the surgery to HIS liking instead of MINE, and that's left me with even more issues with my back (you can probably guess what kind of surgery I'm talking about) and now I have worse back issues and the ONLY thing that helps are painkillers and muscle relaxers. My adoptive mom had to sneak me some because she feels horrible with how bad the pain is, and doctors will treat chronic pain people like addicts and make us suffer. I tried the whole "Tylenol" route which didn't fix it. While I'm still alive I'm tempted to just buy muscle relaxers off the dark web I think, because they relax those muscles and put me to sleep so I don't have to endure that fucking pain. I feel so sorry for chronic pain patients and now that I'm in that category, I see how horrible you all are treated. They will make you feel like scum of the earth for wanting pain medicine all because others chose to be selfish and abuse the pills, the rest of us are treated like heathens and addicts. Chronic pain patients are so degraded it's not even funny… I don't know how some have lived their whole life like this, whereas me I haven't… a doctor himself put me in this position and now other doctors essentially tell me I'll have to suffer and that Tylenol does cure severe chronic pain and nerve damage… what kind of fucking system is this? I also looked into suicide rates of people with chronic pain and it makes so much sense… even though I want to die, I cry for the people who had to do it because they just couldn't live with chronic pain, but they loved life. I hate the medical system and I feel people with chronic pain are just washed over and ignored. There isn't enough advocacy in this area of care; you're just painted as an addict and told you need to suck it up and endure what could turn into an even WORSE problem….

I was then told by another doctor who is an "expert in chronic pain" to "run and lift weights" to strengthen my back… the issue is because of medical negligence my spine is VERY messed up and lifting weights and running isn't feasible for me.

i don't know your financial situation... but you can try to look into the "feldenkrais" method. inform yourself, read something about the method and maybe find a practitioner. i think feldenkrais is something maybe can help with your problem. however, it is not a quick fix. Good luck.