Help Choosing a method

[meggriffin]

I am desperate. Even though I do have a pretty good life I need out. I have read most of the different methods but very unsure of which one to choose. I hope for something easy, quick, with minimal pain, and little chance of messing up. I'm also scared of backing out at the last minute and that could be very bad. Too anxious to live and too anxious to die? Idk but I've been feeling intensely suicidal almost every day for a week now.

 

[50/50]

for a week now.

try a year lol

 

[ilovecats1]

a week is fairly recent i think you should just give yourself some time. you wouldnt want to impulsively do something like this and regret at the last second :c

 

[hdead]

try a year lol

I'm about 2,5 months in. Let's see if I make it to a year.

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

try a year lol

12 years here

 

[hdead]

12 years here

That show of yours is a long running one aye?

 

[Ben 111]

Have you considered co asphyxiation

 

[RosieKim]

I am desperate. Even though I do have a pretty good life I need out. I have read most of the different methods but very unsure of which one to choose. I hope for something easy, quick, with minimal pain, and little chance of messing up. I'm also scared of backing out at the last minute and that could be very bad. Too anxious to live and too anxious to die? Idk but I've been feeling intensely suicidal almost every day for a week now.

yeah it's been years of pain for me, but also failure cuz was too scared to do it, or don't know how to properly

 

[AgathaChristieLover]

Since it's been a week, there's a chance it will pass, I would recommend waiting

 

[sometimelater]

I am desperate. Even though I do have a pretty good life I need out. I have read most of the different methods but very unsure of which one to choose. I hope for something easy, quick, with minimal pain, and little chance of messing up. I'm also scared of backing out at the last minute and that could be very bad. Too anxious to live and too anxious to die? Idk but I've been feeling intensely suicidal almost every day for a week now.

hi meg. please dont kill yourself if it's just been a bad week or things in your life have taken a dark turn recently. recovery is always possible in most ordinary cases. there's people here who will listen to you if you want to talk about it, myself included

but the point of the forum isnt to decide that for you, and we have no idea your circumstance. sodium nitrite would fit your requests. if you can get your hands on a solid non-otc antiemetic, buy some usually easily accessible sodium nitrite and follow a guide like this one

should be able to get a good one by lying on a online pharmacy about having nausea and vomiting problems and having a family history. from what i hear in most places they'll send one to your door for you without having to leave the house. you say you dont want to back out at the last minute so having some sn to drink would probably be good and easy for you