Choking kink??

[Angel_Guts]

I was with my S/O and they were choking me because I was curious what I felt like. They put so much pressure on my neck so much to the point where I passed out. I didn't realize that I was passing out until they woke me up. Everything was black and quiet and I could feel anything, when I regained consciousness I was dizzy and kind of let down. That day put fear into me and I haven't been normal since that day.
That memory just floods my mind and I keep thinking about that game. "Choking Game" and how it was so easy for adolescence to die. Now, I feel like CTB is no longer a nightmare for me. The only problem is, is the long term effects it will have on me if I don't succeed.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also fear ctb potentially failing, the thought of such a thing is horrific to me. I view it as being incredibly cruel how as humans we are denied peaceful and reliable ways to be free from the hell that is existing, it really should be easier for us to be gone.

 

[Worndown]

You experienced what those attempting partial hope to achieve. Sadly it is not that easy.