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Chest pain

RedFruit

RedFruit

Red Fruit.
Feb 17, 2026
19
Today is one of those days that I'm so sad, my chest hurts. It's that pain that's empty and doesn't even feel real in a way. How can a single emotion make me feel like my heart has been ripped out? I already know this will go on for the rest of the day. Whenever I get this pain, it takes over and I'm extremely suicidal from that point onwards. I will probably end up self harming. I hate being me. I miss having access to Xanax. That would truly cure me right now.
 
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