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rem2024

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got to the point where I laid down in tent, broke down crying and decided to call a friend for help. Just had ekg done and they doing chest xray and checking my self into hospital to get help.
 

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astr4

memento mori
Mar 27, 2019
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you're not a chicken. i think you were incredibly brave today for getting in that tent but also incredibly brave for asking for help once you wanted it. survival is an instinct that is hard to suppress. hey, who knows, maybe they'll give you some good meds at the hospital!
 
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EternalSummer

EternalSummer

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Nov 13, 2020
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Thats a good news man, life should always be the default choice for everybody. Suicide should be respected, but not encouraged or glamourized.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

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Apr 25, 2023
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You're a not a coward, don't be hard on yourself, it's not that easy to take your life.
 
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rem2024

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Jun 2, 2024
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I want some morephine or Dolottted to sleep
 
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drearysunrise

drearysunrise

Member
Feb 3, 2024
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SI is hard to overcome, there's no shame in that. There's no shame if you decide it just wasn't the right choice for you either. I hope your hospital stay goes well, take care
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Hope you get the help you desire.
 
Raindancer

Raindancer

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Nov 4, 2023
367
I cannot deny I am happy to see you still here. I hope you can get some rest and that they can legitimately help you out. Again glad you are safe and get some rest.
 
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hiddenbpd

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Oct 19, 2022
202
I, too, am happy to see you here still. I know we haven't spoken at all, but for whatever reason your last post stuck with me and I felt drawn to you. I hope you're able to get the help you deserve.
 
thealteredmind

thealteredmind

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Apr 2, 2024
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hope everything goes well. be careful with medication
 
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lostintheloop

Enlightened
Apr 14, 2023
1,320
You're not chicken. It is the hardest and last decision you'll ever make so it's ok to change your mind. It's important to consider all your options and good idea to explore those first. I hope you get whatever help you need and want 🫂
 
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J&L383

Enlightened
Jul 18, 2023
1,204
Not chicken at all! It takes courage to live. Give life a chance, give it your best! 🤗
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,374
You're not a chicken and not a coward. I hope they treat u well in the hospital. How r u doing now? 🫂
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Asking for help is being brave. As humans the natural thing is to want to get better and live.
 
YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,391
You are far from a coward I'd Say, don't beat yourself up to much.. hope your okay
 

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