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goober
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- Aug 3, 2022
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What are some extremely cheap and accessible ways to ctb? I'm feeling really desperate and I really don't have the energy to go and do more research. I'm so tired and I just really need to die
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I've done so much research before. Clearly I'm frantic and desperate here. I figure posting this is better than just going and dunking my head in a lake until I die. I would think other suicidal people would understand how hard it is to motivate yourself to do anything (that's my experience, at least).I mean... I'm sorry, but you should investigate how you want to ctb.
There's a lot of information in the forum and a lot of common sense methods.
You're free to ask questions if you have them about each method you might wanna use, but just asking "how do I kill myself I don't want to research it" is not really nice...
Those are the two methods I was considering as well. I think the hardest part for me is the chance of permanent damage to your body if you decide to back out, otherwise painful or tricky methods wouldn't seem nearly as scary. Any method that requires asphyxiation seems tricky to me because I can't seem to find the sweet spot to make me lose consciousness.I understand the feeling of just wanting to be gone and I really hate how difficult suicide is for us, I think that if suicide was straightforward and I had a good answer to this question I would certainly be long gone at this point.
The 2 methods that I've always considered because of their accessibility are hanging and drowning but they both sound horrific, difficult to go through with and hanging just sounds so risky to me and scares me. There are just no easy answers to this and all that anyone can do with methods is do their own research to decide what is best for themselves, but I really do get that it's tiring feeling trapped in this world. We really shouldn't have to struggle so much in finding ways to finally leave.
Free: jumping and drowningThose are the two methods I was considering as well. I think the hardest part for me is the chance of permanent damage to your body if you decide to back out, otherwise painful or tricky methods wouldn't seem nearly as scary. Any method that requires asphyxiation seems tricky to me because I can't seem to find the sweet spot to make me lose consciousness.
It really does suck that this isn't easier. I genuinely have no idea what I will do if I can't cbt. The thought of living until I die of natural causes makes me want to cry and puke and hyperventilate.
I completely get how you are feeling, that's the exact way I feel too. Desperate to be gone but too overwhelmed and tired by all the research and planning and so on and scared of the repercussions of surviving. I feel like I'm so low already and it's so unfair I don't even have the energy to do things correctly/find out how to end myself. You are not alone in feeling like this, believe me.What are some extremely cheap and accessible ways to ctb? I'm feeling really desperate and I really don't have the energy to go and do more research. I'm so tired and I just really need to die
Unless the real (even if not fully calculated) goal is to be saved. I've never met or heard of a person whose life has improved since a suicide attempt, yet they keep trying. If the goal is to attempt and be saved, one could go to the ER or call emergency and describe a viable plan and just get hospitalized for that. The same outcome minus the physical harm. If the goal is to actually ctb, it requires research. By doing this homework one kinda proves that they are capable of understanding things and making decisions.I understand how you feel, but a failed attempt to CTB is usually the result of a poorly researched method or one enacted in haste. How many people cut their wrists or swallow lord knows what kind of medication only to wake up in an ER. If you think things are bad now, imagine the trouble that will come if you are known to be suicidal.