Censoring & bullying SN questions makes me distrust SN

[Hollowillow]

I am slowly moving grom my failed attempts at partial hanging to SN. The downside of hanging is full paralyzis & being mute. The risk of partial is better but can worsen my neck injury & brain damage from a car hitting me.

I never choose my app based on the best review. I always pick according to the bad 1 star reviews. The crap that suck the least.

My suicide won't be different. The best method (shot gun) can have the worst consequences (google images)

I am utterly disgusted by the bullying I saw about SN. Torturing someone who endured the trauma of failing SN twice until she didn't dare to speak up.

Maybe SN never works but people are too scared to come back and tell! People noticed dead members sneaking back in with another account.

Poison has the lowest chances of success. The only way to improve the ids is to KNOW the risk of failure & compensate. I'll get 4 doses and a bucket to compensate for the vomit.

Enough with the pro lifer accusations!

I'm not in denial. I genuinely want to die. I almost did many times. It hurts. It's messy. It cripples you.

I need to know the pain & consequences. If I am denied I WON'T TRUST YOUR CENSORSHIP!

Blind trust is dangerous.

Some people seem to only want perfect fantaisies if death & not investigate it seriously. I don't want to daydream delusions. I need info to get shit real and die.

I had enough of bullies. I wanted to love everyone here.

But I will now report and ignore every bully who can't have a reasonable discussion. I want to kill myself because of people like you. You ruined my life. I won't let you ruin my death by witholding precious informations.

Go dream in recovery if you can't stand the cold hard facts.

For all I know you're the pro lifers wanting ys to try the methos with the lowest chance of success (drugs) and scam with overpriced sources. IC grey celtic sea salt is 60$ for half a pound. I pay 180$ for 20 pounds!!!

If I have to pay 111$ us = 160$ canadian for their SN, it better be real, effective, and without brain damage. Because if I am either way then I might as well rope out. I can't go out get mail due to extreme agoraphobia due to abuse.

Stop abusing your friends here!

I want to join the cult & drink the coolaid but I need to know the truth. And saying that any methods is 100% effective & pain free is IMPOSSIBLE. You get zero credibility and make SN look bad.

Stop it!
I'm yempted to give up SN and have an horrible death TO NEVER BE BULLIED FOR ASKING A QUESTION! People only do that about SN. Disgusting club of jerks. THankfully not all of them my friend just used SN. I hope he's not in the osych ward for months after a failure BECAUSE YOU REFUSE TO ANSWER QUESTIONS AND RATHER INSULT!

Maybe I should stay in the rope club.

Be more welcoming!

Is it against the rules to post gore pictures of failed suicide by shot gun? Because some people need a wake up call about what death really is. If someone call me a pro lifer because I ask a question about risks again, I'll force you into facing that ctb has risks that must be investigated.

I'm a pro death sadist. I'm holding back to be polite. Don't make me snap!

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Can I punch them out for you, take out some of my frustrations? Seriously.

 

[Judy Garland]

I am slowly moving grom my failed attempts at partial hanging to SN. The downside of hanging is full paralyzis & being mute. The risk of partial is better but can worsen my neck injury & brain damage from a car hitting me.

I never choose my app based on the best review. I always pick according to the bad 1 star reviews. The crap that suck the least.

My suicide won't be different. The best method (shot gun) can have the worst consequences (google images)

I am utterly disgusted by the bullying I saw about SN. Torturing someone who endured the trauma of failing SN twice until she didn't dare to speak up.

Maybe SN never works but people are too scared to come back and tell! People noticed dead members sneaking back in with another account.

Poison has the lowest chances of success. The only way to improve the ids is to KNOW the risk of failure & compensate. I'll get 4 doses and a bucket to compensate for the vomit.

Enough with the pro lifer accusations!

I'm not in denial. I genuinely want to die. I almost did many times. It hurts. It's messy. It cripples you.

I need to know the pain & consequences. If I am denied I WON'T TRUST YOUR CENSORSHIP!

Blind trust is dangerous.

Some people seem to only want perfect fantaisies if death & not investigate it seriously. I don't want to daydream delusions. I need info to get shit real and die.

I had enough of bullies. I wanted to love everyone here.

But I will now report and ignore every bully who can't have a reasonable discussion. I want to kill myself because of people like you. You ruined my life. I won't let you ruin my death by witholding precious informations.

Go dream in recovery if you can't stand the cold hard facts.

For all I know you're the pro lifers wanting ys to try the methos with the lowest chance of success (drugs) and scam with overpriced sources. IC grey celtic sea salt is 60$ for half a pound. I pay 180$ for 20 pounds!!!

If I have to pay 111$ us = 160$ canadian for their SN, it better be real, effective, and without brain damage. Because if I am either way then I might as well rope out. I can't go out get mail due to extreme agoraphobia due to abuse.

Stop abusing your friends here!

I want to join the cult & drink the coolaid but I need to know the truth. And saying that any methods is 100% effective & pain free is IMPOSSIBLE. You get zero credibility and make SN look bad.

Stop it!
I'm yempted to give up SN and have an horrible death TO NEVER BE BULLIED FOR ASKING A QUESTION! People only do that about SN. Disgusting club of jerks. THankfully not all of them my friend just used SN. I hope he's not in the osych ward for months after a failure BECAUSE YOU REFUSE TO ANSWER QUESTIONS AND RATHER INSULT!

Maybe I should stay in the rope club.

Be more welcoming!

Is it against the rules to post gore pictures of failed suicide by shot gun? Because some people need a wake up call about what death really is. If someone call me a pro lifer because I ask a question about risks again, I'll force you into facing that ctb has risks that must be investigated.

I'm a pro death sadist. Don't push me.

Woah....what dead members "snuck" in with a new account? Don't you dare say that I ruined your life and say that I'm the reason you want to die. How cruel to put that on my shoulders. I haven't done anything to you except ask you questions as to why you are constantly nasty and bullying people who have SN as their method. You're constantly negative towards people here and you even call us a cult, or a club. Like I said before, NOT ONE PERSON HAS TOLD YOU THAT SN IS PAINLESS. NEVER. NO ONE EVER SAID THAT. I am sick of you dividing people into clubs, or this or that for your own sick enjoyment. You even said that you and freelifexit get mad because not enough people want to hang. Be serious. People are hurting here and don't need to be in a toxic environment. Enough. You don't like SN so why are you continuing to harass members who have tried to help you. You aren't interested in articles people have posted for you. You constantly say, "I'm not reading that". Then you ask the same questions over and over. Again, you are LYING about anyone saying SN is 100% painless. NOT ONE PERSON SAID THAT. And again, do not put words in my mouth.

 

[lionetta12]

I am slowly moving grom my failed attempts at partial hanging to SN. The downside of hanging is full paralyzis & being mute. The risk of partial is better but can worsen my neck injury & brain damage from a car hitting me.

I never choose my app based on the best review. I always pick according to the bad 1 star reviews. The crap that suck the least.

My suicide won't be different. The best method (shot gun) can have the worst consequences (google images)

I am utterly disgusted by the bullying I saw about SN. Torturing someone who endured the trauma of failing SN twice until she didn't dare to speak up.

Maybe SN never works but people are too scared to come back and tell! People noticed dead members sneaking back in with another account.

Poison has the lowest chances of success. The only way to improve the ids is to KNOW the risk of failure & compensate. I'll get 4 doses and a bucket to compensate for the vomit.

Enough with the pro lifer accusations!

I'm not in denial. I genuinely want to die. I almost did many times. It hurts. It's messy. It cripples you.

I need to know the pain & consequences. If I am denied I WON'T TRUST YOUR CENSORSHIP!

Blind trust is dangerous.

Some people seem to only want perfect fantaisies if death & not investigate it seriously. I don't want to daydream delusions. I need info to get shit real and die.

I had enough of bullies. I wanted to love everyone here.

But I will now report and ignore every bully who can't have a reasonable discussion. I want to kill myself because of people like you. You ruined my life. I won't let you ruin my death by witholding precious informations.

Go dream in recovery if you can't stand the cold hard facts.

For all I know you're the pro lifers wanting ys to try the methos with the lowest chance of success (drugs) and scam with overpriced sources. IC grey celtic sea salt is 60$ for half a pound. I pay 180$ for 20 pounds!!!

If I have to pay 111$ us = 160$ canadian for their SN, it better be real, effective, and without brain damage. Because if I am either way then I might as well rope out. I can't go out get mail due to extreme agoraphobia due to abuse.

Stop abusing your friends here!

I want to join the cult & drink the coolaid but I need to know the truth. And saying that any methods is 100% effective & pain free is IMPOSSIBLE. You get zero credibility and make SN look bad.

Stop it!
I'm yempted to give up SN and have an horrible death TO NEVER BE BULLIED FOR ASKING A QUESTION! People only do that about SN. Disgusting club of jerks. THankfully not all of them my friend just used SN. I hope he's not in the osych ward for months after a failure BECAUSE YOU REFUSE TO ANSWER QUESTIONS AND RATHER INSULT!

Maybe I should stay in the rope club.

Be more welcoming!

Is it against the rules to post gore pictures of failed suicide by shot gun? Because some people need a wake up call about what death really is. If someone call me a pro lifer because I ask a question about risks again, I'll force you into facing that ctb has risks that must be investigated.

I'm a pro death sadist. I'm holding back to be polite. Don't make me snap!

I'm sorry for the frustration you're feeling and for whatever that person who failed SN might have gone through. Failing is never easy, I've failed 5 attempts so far and it has been painful and tough, both physically and emotionally.

Regarding SN from IC, I do know someone on here that CTB successfully from it. He was the first person I ever spoke to on this forum. Before I talked to him, I was dead set on long drop or CO. I had heard all about SN and read a lot into it but it never crossed my mind as a potentional method for me.

Seeing how it worked for him and how he seemed so at peace, I gave it another consideration. He also told me how he had failed hanging before, which made me think a bit more about having that be my first choice. I ordered my SN from IC in August. Prior to this, I had already read all the massive SN threads that there is for the most part and informed myself on how SN should look like and how the consistancy should be. What I had learned about it versus what I saw when I opened my IC package was spot on with the description I had learned to look for when identifying SN and pictures I'd seen.

I have not yet done the «blood test» for SN, mainly because I've been so depressed lately and lacked the energy to do anything with it yet and I don't want to accidently spill any of the SN since I'm not catching the bus yet.

 

[👁️👃👁️]

Woah....what dead members "snuck" in with a new account? Don't you dare say that I ruined your life and say that I'm the reason you want to die. How cruel to put that on my shoulders. I haven't done anything to you except ask you questions as to why you are constantly nasty and bullying people who have SN as their method. You're constantly negative towards people here and you even call us a cult, or a club. Like I said before, NOT ONE PERSON HAS TOLD YOU THAT SN IS PAINLESS. NEVER. NO ONE EVER SAID THAT. I am sick of you dividing people into clubs, or this or that for your own sick enjoyment. You even said that you and freelifexit get mad because not enough people want to hang. Be serious. People are hurting here and don't need to be in a toxic environment. Enough. You don't like SN so why are you continuing to harass members who have tried to help you. You aren't interested in articles people have posted for you. You constantly say, "I'm not reading that". Then you ask the same questions over and over. Again, you are LYING about anyone saying SN is 100% painless. NOT ONE PERSON SAID THAT. And again, do not put words in my mouth.

There have been members who popped up with new accounts before. They've been caught.. but I'm staying out of this.. whew.. boy..
i do know one thing though!

 

[CassieHoward]

 

[👁️👃👁️]

Also... they drank Flavor-Aid not Kool-Aid :(

 

[Zegers]

I can understand that you are suffering but you are out of line, you have dissed several users, including me and only said SN is reliable but you don't accept it because according to you nobody knows anything here, not even the doctors testing the method.

Maybe you can calm down and see that you are raving.

 

[onetapgandhi]

Mate the case of that OP who failed did not have SN. They had a bad package. It was mislabelled as SN. It wasn't SN

 

[Hollowillow]

Can I punch them out for you, take out some of my frustrations? Seriously.

Aaah~ I'd love to! But I don't want you to get banned. *Hugs* they attacked a fluff more gentle than me... It was heart breaking. Thank you. Maybe I should draw gore comics about them or roleplay some text that will make them cry for their mom.

I used to have nightmares about my abusuve mother. But the acid fumes in my home is such agony, now I dream that I beg her to take me back. Very embarassing. I changed my name to flee my entire family. I'm in agony. Git hit by car, beaten... Denied cares and justice as a crazy person who don't deserve help & deserve to be beaten...

I wish to kill those bullies but it's crueller not to

I'm sorry for the frustration you're feeling and for whatever that person who failed SN might have gone through. Failing is never easy, I've failed 5 attempts so far and it has been painful and tough, both physically and emotionally.

Regarding SN from IC, I do know someone on here that CTB successfully from it. He was the first person I ever spoke to on this forum. Before I talked to him, I was dead set on long drop or CO. I had heard all about SN and read a lot into it but it never crossed my mind as a potentional method for me.

Seeing how it worked for him and how he seemed so at peace, I gave it another consideration. He also told me how he had failed hanging before, which made me think a bit more about having that be my first choice. I ordered my SN from IC in August. Prior to this, I had already read all the massive SN threads that there is for the most part and informed myself on how SN should look like and how the consistancy should be. What I had learned about it versus what I saw when I opened my IC package was spot on with the description I had learned to look for when identifying SN and pictures I'd seen.

I have not yet done the «blood test» for SN, mainly because I've been so depressed lately and lacked the energy to do anything with it yet and I don't want to accidently spill any of the SN since I'm not catching the bus yet.

Thank you for your long thoughtful reply. Far from me the idea to accuse you of lying, but how do you know he trully died? I worry that @ojinzo survived & is going to be locked in a psych ward for months before being able to warn us, or won't dare to because of bullied. Was it month ago? Were you close outside of SS? When people stop replying we assume they're asleep but maybe they puke nonstop for 8h screaming...? It scares me that I don't know. If I knew domething bad it'd scare me less than be screamed at that I'm a pro lifer troll for the heresy of questionning the holy grail.

The holy grail is euthanasia with N with assistance. I saw them fail a death row execution so many times that they freed the guy...

If it turns out to be 160$ a try and need 10 tries... I'm better off with a rope.

There have been members who popped up with new accounts before. They've been caught.. but I'm staying out of this.. whew.. boy..
i do know one thing though!

I saw you like someone who was bullying me *gazes at you*

Mate the case of that OP who failed did not have SN. They had a bad package. It was mislabelled as SN. It wasn't SN

Are you saying IC sells fake SN? Any trusted source beside DD that won't ship to canada, and people said he now requires a company?

I think that SN can simply fail. Can be from bad handling or someone who's tough to kill.
I have a button "show ignore content" too late to apologize. You're not worth listening to. Ha! As if you were able to admit anything negative.

 

[CTB Dream]

Dear calm there more method research need

 

[Hollowillow]

Dear calm there more method research need

Which method do you think is better than sn? Which would you use?

I just want respect when I ask questions, or if someone report that sn failed.

 

[ge0rge]

there really isn't a fight going on. no one is defending or dissuading. what IS annoying is the constant dithering and repetitive IS IT SAFE? Is it PaInLeSs??? bro. just go for something else. no one here is paid to be the brand representative for SN to assuage anyone's fears

 

[CTB Dream]

Which method do you think is better than sn? Which would you use?

I just want respect when I ask questions, or if someone report that sn failed.

Method all not proper possibly Gail, best think n n2, actual nitrogen real strong eath have 70 nitrogen already make more not notice, liquid nitrogen make also report all painless

 

[Cathy Ames]

Maybe SN never works but people are too scared to come back and tell!

Cursory usage of google will tell you that many people have successfully CTB with SN. I have googled that for you. The deaths are the reason that so many companies have quit selling it so freely.

Edited to add a disclaimer: To be clear... The google search shows quite a few successes, and illustrates that death from SN poisoning is happening frequently enough to be a concern that is being mentioned in published scientific journal articles (not just the media). That's all I meant for it to show. It is specifically intended as a counterpoint to the idea that "never works" is obviously incorrect. That's all.

And saying that any methods is 100% effective & pain free is IMPOSSIBLE.

Yes. I don't think anyone has gone this far, though? For myself, because of the way my brain works, I would not even go so far as to say "SN is 100% effective as long as _(fill in the blank)_." There are no guarantees in life. I don't think anything is 100% effective. You'd think falling out of an airplane without a functioning parachute would be 100% effective, but you'd be incorrect. People have survived. Here are some examples.

 

[Fktw0rld]

Not quite sure what I missed

 

[iltloml]

Cursory usage of google will tell you that many people have successfully CTB with SN. I have googled that for you. The deaths are the reason that so many companies have quit selling it so freely.



Yes. I don't think anyone has gone this far, though? For myself, because of the way my brain works, I would not even go so far as to say "SN is 100% effective as long as _(fill in the blank)_." There are no guarantees in life. I don't think anything is 100% effective. You'd think falling out of an airplane without a functioning parachute would be 100% effective, but you'd be incorrect. People have survived. Here are some examples.

Survival after self‐poisoning with sodium nitrite: A case report

Sodium nitrite ingestion poses a considerable public health threat. The incidence of sodium nitrite self‐poisoning in the United States has been trending upward since 2017. Our case report describes an intentional sodium nitrite ingestion with ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

So from your Google search here is a case where this guys seems like he ingested roughly around 20-25g and he just woke up in his own puke like nothing happened? What's wrong with this case? Can anybody elaborate what did he do wrong to just basically sleep that off?

 

[Cathy Ames]

So from your Google search here is a case where this guys seems like he ingested roughly around 20-25g and he just woke up in his own puke like nothing happened? What's wrong with this case? Can anybody elaborate what did he do wrong to just basically sleep that off?

This has already been discussed here. I think multiple times. Here is one.

This has already been discussed here. I think multiple times. Here is one.

Edit: I think I meant to share this one and not the more recent one. Sorry about that.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/scared-after-the-sn-ctb-failure.88247/

To be clear... The google search shows quite a few successes, and illustrates that death from SN poisoning is happening frequently enough to be a concern that is being mentioned in published journal articles (not just the media). That's all I meant for it to show. It is specifically intended as a counterpoint to the idea that "never works" is obviously incorrect. That's all.